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Jul 12, 2008, 12:09 PM
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I have been keeping stuff in as far as my family is concerned .... I decided to do some cleaning, including sorting out very tangled wires behind the tv .... stuff that never gets done unless I think about it ... dust bunnys, behind furniture etc .... ended up changing the furniture around AGAIN .... hubby playing golf upstairs .... son in bed .... this was atound lunch time ..... i know i should say i need help but i like to keep the peace. So i end up being a martyr and moving heavy stuff around ..... I wind up moaing about something i cant fix .... something stupid like i cant hide the lamp wire ..... yeah really trivial .... hubby ends up calling me a effing idiot ... telling me to stop having a mardy ..... so i threw quite a few things really hard on the floor and stormed upstairs .... eventually he came up and asked what was wrong ... I told him i miss my mum and dad .... and daughter .... he said get over it, my parents have always been (word i cant say on here) we'll see dani in 2 weeks ..... i tell him he finds anger and aggressive easy, too easy, but telling me he loves me so hard, cuddling me so hard ....
I said I'm not a robot and i cant just forget about my parents like they were a pair of toys i'm sick of ..... yes they treated me badly but for Gods sake am i entitled to grieve or what ...... i am banging my head against a brick wall in this relationship .... i told him he never tells me he loves me .... his answer 'you know i love you'..... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRGHHHHHHHHHH I GIVE UP Jinny x |
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Jul 12, 2008, 01:16 PM
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What is that black avatar? Is that how you feel?
(((((Jinny)))))
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Now if thou would'st When all have given him o'er From death to life Thou might'st him yet recover -- Michael Drayton 1562 - 1631 |
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#3
Jul 12, 2008, 01:28 PM
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someone sitting with their dog watching the stars .....alone
yes it is how i feel ...... J x |
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Jul 12, 2008, 04:54 PM
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hey that sucks. To bad you dont live close we could go somewhere. I had to clean my house today also. I just need a break I am so tired.
((HUGs)) hang in there
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Jul 12, 2008, 05:56 PM
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(((((((((((((((MINIME))))))))))))))))))))))00
That sounds like a great idea ... my friend IRL is becoming tired of me  i really cant blame her ... i'm so boring right now .... never wanting to go anywhere ......dont answer the phone much ...... i just havent the inclination right now .... i cant even write, words have abandoned my head for the time being ...... take care my friend, always here for you, just pm me ... Jinny xx |
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#6
Jul 12, 2008, 10:53 PM
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 Give yourself some time for yourself. Then pick yourself back up and try again. It's a process, this healing. It's hard to know what the real situation is there, because PTSD skews it. But that you are suffering is not good.
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