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Jul 23, 2008, 11:45 AM
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I'm feeling so overwhelmed today,
I don't think I can do this, Today is a bad day and always will be a bad day. I trying to be good, trying to keep busy, made a little list of things to do, my mom made me one too. Keep busy keep busy so there are no memories, little reminders everywhere, sudden waves of memories. I don't think I can do this... My time confusion is horrible, All I keep thinking about is blood in front of E.R. doors, all that pain, my shoulders are so tense, they where all liars, such liars, how dare they lie to me, I watched, I knew, I saw, She went peacefully, what a lie, what a %#@&#! lie My chest is so tight, I can feel my tears but am I really crying? Nothing is real, nothing matters, all I can see is the bad things in my mind and the blood in front of ER doors, Bad day, Bad day |
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Jul 23, 2008, 12:03 PM
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((((Silversparrow))))
I am here for you. Keep breathing and take it slow. One thing at a time. Today is going to be harder than anyone can imagine, but you can get through this. I am here with a box of kleenex. Im sending you warm hugs. 
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Jul 23, 2008, 02:06 PM
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(((silversparrow)))
I'm sorry that you are going through this. I really don't know what to say. Just hang in there and try to ride out the storm. 
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Jul 23, 2008, 10:56 PM
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Jul 24, 2008, 09:11 PM
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Hugs from Angel
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Jul 25, 2008, 01:41 AM
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Silver how are you doing now?
kiya
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Jul 25, 2008, 04:34 PM
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(((Purple)) ((vetswife)) ((Cedar)) ((Angel)) ((Kiya))
I am doing better today, it was hard to get through the anniversry, I kept having really extreme emotional outburst and didn't sleep well, but I made it resisting all urges to SI or drink. Thank you everyone for your support, it means so much to me. The hugs helped alot. I love ya'll so much. |
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Jul 25, 2008, 11:10 PM
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I'm glade you made it through in one piece. Anniversaries can be so hard. And kudos to you for resisting!
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Jul 26, 2008, 02:41 AM
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Oh way to go hon!!! That must feel good that you got through, despite the fear and pain.
((((((((((((silver!!!!)))))))))))))))
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Jul 26, 2008, 03:59 PM
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that's great that you were able to get past this without si... or drinking... you have a lot to be proud of... take gentle care...lyn
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