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I have been in and out of this forum as my emotional cirumstances dictate. Right now I rechecked my score at 115.
I am so back in a bad slump again. I never stay on my meds like I should. I always think I am so much better and it was just a "Faze". Then it comes back an I am anxiety ridden, worried and depressed...same time of year too. I had started a new job in December 2010 and I feared it so badly that I walked out last week. I never had so much fear and anxiety in my life. I am 49 years old and have a horrid job history because of these episodes. My whole family will suffer because of me and my stupidness. I have a college education...a Bachelors degree...a lot of good that will do me when I have put my family on the street because hubby wont work and I can not find a job. ![]() |
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