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Good point. If you have TD there is probably not much you can do. The possibility makes me angry though. And it will probably continue unchecked for a long time. I probably won't address it with my pa. Just end the Zoloft, continue on the aruyvedic path and try to take care of myself. I don't think I can live with the thought of taking meds for the rest of my life because they f'd me up. I hope there is a class action.
I said far side of spectrum based on how you describe your situation... Lifelong, tried everything, treatment resistant, etc. High functioning usually means your doing well for somebody dealing with something heavy. But it's misleading to think you are ever going to get a completely accurate picture online, in text. You know better than I. That was just my take. Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk |
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I didn't say cold turkey. The only time I said cold turkey was for Trazadone and Remeron and those I quit cold turkey without replacing them with something else. On and off Trazadone for sleep over the years. The times I quit trazadone it was cold turkey. Not saying that is a big deal or anything. I once switched from Remeron to an SSRI and those are totally different classes so you might be able to say it was cold turkey. The other times remeron was for sleep and I stopped without replacing it so that is cold turkey. I don't think that is a big deal though. I was on other meds the whole time though so who knows.
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I say I have never had bad withdrawal effects because that is just a fact. Maybe it is because I was always swapping out maybe not. I can only tell you what my experience has been. If you go from an SSRI to a SSNRI does that prevent withdrawal effects? I don't know....probably so. If you switch from Remeron to an SSRI which are totally different classes did that prevent withdrawal. I don't know. If your switch from Wellbutrin to an SSNRI does that prevent withdrawal since they are totally different classes. I don't know. I have just said I have not experienced it because I haven't. I am not looking for a medal or something I was just answering her questions. And what about all the people who switch from say Effexor to Zoloft and do have very bad withdrawal from the Effexor. It seems that alot of people do swap from one SSRI to another and have bad withdrawal effects. At least that is what they are claiming. How do you explain that? Quote:
I don't know why you are so concerned about my Klonopin use when you take a boat load of Benzo's and have a big stash on hand.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman Major Depressive Disorder Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun. Recovering Alcoholic and Addict Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide. Male, 50 Fetzima 80mg Lamictal 100mg Remeron 30mg for sleep Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back |
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Then i can't explain how my brother did it. He is a pharmacist or chemist as you call it. He had easy access to Vicodin. He is an alcoholic addict. He was addicted to Vicodin for many years. Started as one or two 5 mg tabs and ended with like 8 10 mg tabs a day. Now that is nothing like heroine withdrawal but he still should have had some pretty bad withdrawal. He got busted and had to go to treatment and get clean and sober or loose his license. I have asked him a bunch of times, how in the hell did you get through the withdrawal? He says he never had any withdrawal. I don't know how to explain that. He never went on any meds or anything. Has never taken crazy meds.
Then I have read on these board a lot of people claim they went off benzo's without any trouble after long term use. Not everyone is the same. And like I have said before I have taken pretty high doses of valium for a couple of months and quit cold turkey with out any trouble. You say that doesn't count. I really don't know, all I have is my experience. I have been on the same dose of Klonopin, 1 mg a day, for two months now and no anxiety. Maybe it is just placebo. I don't really care. All I care about is no anxiety. I can't handle the anxiety and paranoia I was having. I'll whack myself over that ****.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman Major Depressive Disorder Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun. Recovering Alcoholic and Addict Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide. Male, 50 Fetzima 80mg Lamictal 100mg Remeron 30mg for sleep Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back Last edited by Altered Moment; Apr 07, 2014 at 06:55 AM. |
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Very very far above now I talked about how my great grand father spent the last 7 years of his life in deep depression. Only left his room to come to dinner once a day. 7 years the same thing!!! My Mom thinks he committed suicide but we don't really know. Back then you didn't talk about it.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman Major Depressive Disorder Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun. Recovering Alcoholic and Addict Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide. Male, 50 Fetzima 80mg Lamictal 100mg Remeron 30mg for sleep Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back |
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It does seem odd that somebody could withdrawal from Vicodin without issue but who knows what people are capable of. When I quit smoking I had help with patches but there is still the whole psychological and social addiction. Something just clicked in my head. I can't really describe it any other way. Still, I think majority of people should have some sort of withdrawal unless they are taking something else, didn't take it for very long, took a tiny dose or tapered and are lucky.
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As far as Klonopin what are my options? I could go with anti psychotics and see if those would work for anxiety paranoia. I was on abilify for the last two years and it didn't do crap for it. I don't really want to go the route of trying a bunch of anti psychotics to see if one will work. In my view they may not be addictive and have bad withdrawal but they are a lot more heavy duty of a drug. Then there are all the studies that say that they cause brain damage. I was on halidol for over a year when I went through that meth induced psychosis and I hated that drug more than anything. I don't know how in the world I stayed med compliant through all of that, the side effects were horrible. I am not afraid to try the new ones but I am weighing my options and i just don't think they will work for my anxiety/paranoia. Then there is Busprar I could try. I don't have a lot of faith that it will work but it might be best to try it before benzo's. I don't think any of the AD's work worth a crap for anxiety. You are right I am an addict and it is risky. So far I have taken them as prescribed. If I had a big stash could I stay away from it....probably not. Right now I could take a little drive across town and get 60 valium. She would give them to me without batting an eye and has offered. She doesn't have a clue about addiction even though she drinks a twelve pack every night. Thats why she doesn't take her valium because she drinks so much. She keeps getting them filled though. Plus she takes a butt load of psyche meds including dexadrine. Not my place to call her an alcoholic and she doesn't think she is one but she has told me many times that she drinks a twelve pack a night. The point is she has had this standing offer to give me valium for about six months now and I have not taken her up on it. I don't really like valium though. Maybe I will be on benzos for life. Maybe they won't up my dose. Maybe they will cut me off. Maybe I will go the illicit route if they cut me off. I don't know. I take it one day at a time. That's all I can handle most of the time and like I said if I have to live with the anxiety/paranoia I was having I think I would whack myself. I don't agree with you on the heroin. It may be out of your system in three weeks and the major withdrawal maybe over, that is just the physical side of it. The overwhelming obsession to pick it up again lasts a long long time. Quote:
Opiate addicts come in and out of the doors of AA and NA over and over and over. Most of them are on sub or methadone and that is the only way they can get any kind of "clean time". Some of them do beat it and have lasting sobriety. I had a girl friend who is one. You rarely ever hear of benzo addiction in AA and NA. I can't even remember ever hearing someone talk about it. A lot of people who get a lot of clean and sober time end up going to vicodin. That is by far the highest problem with your average clean and sober person. Never benzos. We don't like the high from benzos. Its always a little marijuana maintenance program or a vicodin maintenance program. To be honest I have had minor slips with both. The pot I was sincerely trying it to help my depression and it didn't work so I stopped. The vics I would claim back pain. Which I really have had some back pain. I have an injury that flares up sometimes. It was for legitimate pain but when the pain went away I still tooks the vics until they were gone. I didn't get them legally either so in AA terms that is a slip. It can lead to full blown relapse but didn't for me. I had kidney stones one time and they prescribed them to me. I had to take it for those. And then I stopped. So I have had some withdrawal from vics, not horrible but not fun. Not bad enough to make me go back. So whether I can claim 18 years clean and sober or not is a matter of opinion. Some in AA would say absolutely not that I had relapsed. Some would say just a minor slip no big deal and yes you can claim your 18 years. Some smoke medical marijuana and go to AA every day and still claim there clean time. Some tell them they are full of **** and can't claim any clean time if they are smoking. Then there are some real idiots who say you are not clean if you take anti depressant. It doesn't really matter to me. What is important is that I am totally honest with myself and others. People can call it whatever they want. All that matters is today anyway. I have to do it one day at a time. I have written a book in these damn forums the last three days. I am kind of manic as the new meds are kicking in and I am coming out of a long depression. Always happens to me for awhile. I can't shut my mind off right now. It will balance out though.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman Major Depressive Disorder Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun. Recovering Alcoholic and Addict Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide. Male, 50 Fetzima 80mg Lamictal 100mg Remeron 30mg for sleep Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back |
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A few days rest and I am back to normal from anything.
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What about the case where someone does an at the same time switch from one SSRI to another SSRI but has horrible withdrawal effect for along time and has to taper very slowly off of the old one?
That doesn't make any sense if switching from the same to same eliminates withdrawal effects. Maybe it never happens but I swear I remember reading a lot of posts where people say it has happened to them. And there still isn't anyone responding to this thread about bad withdrawal even though the title of the thread is... Quote:
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman Major Depressive Disorder Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun. Recovering Alcoholic and Addict Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide. Male, 50 Fetzima 80mg Lamictal 100mg Remeron 30mg for sleep Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back |
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But did you switch from one to the other at the same time or go cold turkey off of them?
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman Major Depressive Disorder Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun. Recovering Alcoholic and Addict Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide. Male, 50 Fetzima 80mg Lamictal 100mg Remeron 30mg for sleep Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back |
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With regard to Klonopin addiction, I know quite a few who have taken it low dose for years and years. They may be dependent, but they are not upping their dose to recreate a "high", so they wouldn't qualify as addicted, right? I agree with sewarrats that it could be the mere idea of taking the benzo that works for some people. My dad took .5mg for more than 30 years and I cuoldn't believe he was actually receiving benefit from it. But he insisted, so who was I to argue? Stevie Nicks was very famously addicted to Klonopin for years and had to go into rehab for it after about 10 years she said. But I think it's really important to know that it was given to her during her first stint in rehab for cocaine to help with those withdrawals. So I don't think its surprising that she got addicted. I wonder if they would still actually do this in rehab nowadays? |
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Wait a minute this was not part of my quote.....
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman Major Depressive Disorder Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun. Recovering Alcoholic and Addict Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide. Male, 50 Fetzima 80mg Lamictal 100mg Remeron 30mg for sleep Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back |
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i used to go to meetings at a Native American treatment center. There they used mescaline and the sweat lodge under the supervision of a medicine woman to detox people from meth. meth has become like epidemic on Indian Reservations. I wish I could have detoxed that way. I am 1/4 finnish where sauna's are a big part of the culture so I have taken many many very hot sauna's. There is nothing more rejuvenating and relaxing then a jump in the lake after a good sauna. Maybe i will do that to detox off of the benzo's.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman Major Depressive Disorder Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun. Recovering Alcoholic and Addict Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide. Male, 50 Fetzima 80mg Lamictal 100mg Remeron 30mg for sleep Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back |
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I think docs should let us decide Benzo treatment, I mean ADS has I said make you fat, ruin your sex life , constipation, all kinds of crap , nothing on Benzo,s only you may need more has you go along , but then again you may swap your AD 10 times in between that period. Look at me 6 years on 4 mg Ativan and 10 mg Lexapro. I have chronic anxiety that leads to depression, so stop the anxiety I wont get depressed maybe , its not rocket science. WTF carnt they raise the lorazapam to 6mg and put down the Lexapro to tick over at 5 mg , I may last another 6 years at that, But for some reason billy BENZO strikes fear in every doctor you see
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I have no idea how that happened, sorry about that. I must have pushed a wrong button or something? Weird.
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[quote=zinco14532323;3682013]So this was cold turkey and Paxil is supposed to be one with the worst withdrawal.
Yes but then again, 13 years ago not nearly as much was written about withdrawals from SSRIs. I also had to quit smoking cold turkey and was very nauseus for 3 months as well, so I was miserable all around. I was a light smoker so what I thought were nicotene withdrawals might have been Paxi now that I think of it. |
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I had pretty bad flu like symptoms for two weeks when I switched from it to another SSRI. I am sure I quit the Paxil in like three days. Like you said they didn't know much about SSRI withdrawal then.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman Major Depressive Disorder Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun. Recovering Alcoholic and Addict Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide. Male, 50 Fetzima 80mg Lamictal 100mg Remeron 30mg for sleep Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back |
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The days of mothers little helper. We had a good supply of that little yellow pill when I was a teenager from various medicine cabinets. ![]()
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman Major Depressive Disorder Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun. Recovering Alcoholic and Addict Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide. Male, 50 Fetzima 80mg Lamictal 100mg Remeron 30mg for sleep Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back |
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I'm surprised there aren't more benzo addicts in na. I have known people to push their willing docs for rx. I have also had professionals tell me they will prescribe knowing they shouldn't be on it but are addicted. (Addicted not dependent
![]() There is a lot about ssri withdrawal, laulisa. The problem is it is from patients or ex patients. There is still a common believe that it only takes two week and not much is known about delayed reaction (later rebounds). However there are a few forums devoted to AD withdrawal. Also, I think more people drop out of the system because of ADs. That is just a hunch but people who drop out aren't counted generally. That's why this survey is so important. The only reason you should have ssri withdrawal when switching to another ssri is side effects. This is my educated guess because if how they work. Not sure you should get many withdrawal symptoms going to snri but idk for sure. The philosophy in this country is (usually) one change at a time and to add a med before subtracting one. Problem is a lot of docs never seem to get around to dropping anything. I'm on the fence about dropping before adding. I guess it depends on factors I wouldn't know. I'm definitely not in favor of adding a third med without ending one. I'd think two would be stronger than three if that makes sense. So remove one and add or one at a time otherwise how do you know what's working? My opinion. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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My Dad was a two pack a day unfiltered Pall Mall smoker from the time he was a teenager until he had open heart surgery. After surgery the doctor told him now if you start smoking and mess up my work I will never touch you again. My Dad says something clicked in his head at that moment and he quit cold turkey and hasn't touched one since. He says it wasn't hard at all. So what is this click that happens? Many would say it is a miracle. That God directly intervened. I don't believe that. It may be a "miracle" depending on how you define it. I will only say that there is a whole lot more to this universe then we perceive. We sometimes get glimpses.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman Major Depressive Disorder Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun. Recovering Alcoholic and Addict Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide. Male, 50 Fetzima 80mg Lamictal 100mg Remeron 30mg for sleep Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back |
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Not sure about you and your addictions, unless someone close died and gave you a scare, there is always an answer and its not god ![]() |
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman Major Depressive Disorder Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun. Recovering Alcoholic and Addict Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide. Male, 50 Fetzima 80mg Lamictal 100mg Remeron 30mg for sleep Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back |
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