[MissCharlotte]

Never in a million years would I think of an acute illness as an opportunity to heal. But last week it happened to me. I was sick this past week (better now) and spent several days in the hospital. I was admitted through ER and was in a lot of pain. I was so sick, sad, scared, and just plain freaked out. On top of everything I didn't have my cell phone and the phone in the room only dialed local calls so I couldn't call T. The child within me was absolutely terrified that he wouldn't be able to find me. I felt lost. So I used H's phone to leave T a message where I was. On every single day after that he called me to see how I was doing. Just hearing his voice was better than any medicine I had. On the third day I had a panic attack and he called right after. He talked me down, reminded me how I could take care of me. As soon as we hung up I was able to self advocate and get my needs met. I was filled with all the work we have been doing these three years. I had the distinct feeling that my little Miss Charlotte felt so very cared for by me. She was no longer scared because she knew I would take care of her. I am so grateful for the T relationship. He is a good and kind man and everyday he reminds me I am worthy of my own life.

[jexa]

That is awesome!! I think those times of vulnerability ARE really good times for healing. It is the times of need that break down our defenses.. I am so glad T was there for you and that you took such good care of little you!

[purple_fins]

Oh what a wonderful T. you have.

You are fortunate to have him and I bet he feels fortunate to be working with you

Gee, I hope you are feeling better, sorry you had a scare and was in the hospital

it's VERY scarey for some of us to be so sick-- I can understand.

best to you,
fins

((((((((((((((((Miss)))))))))))))))

It scares me that you were so sick....I am so so so so glad you were taken care of, and that you are better now.

I love how T took care of you, and how that helped you take care of little Miss.

Please take good care of yourself as you continue to recover

[Tatyana2009]

This is very touching. I am pleased you are healing! x

[mixedup_emotions]

I am so glad to hear you are feeling better!!!

And wow -- about being able to take care of little MissC.....I hope I am able to get to that place with me someday....

[BlueMoon6]

(((((Miss)))) I am sorry that you were so sick. How very, very scary. I know the times I have gotten that sick where I needed so much physical care it brings up the feelings of my small child who is alone and frightened. Your T is such an amazing model of how to love and care for yourself with gentle kindness

And, I know for me, when I have gotten sick like that, it strikes me that even though I may fantasize about hurting myself, I realize when sick that all I really want is to be well and I do have an amazingly strong drive to be back to a healthy life. That I want to care for little Blue, the same way you cared for little Miss

[sunrise]

Originally Posted by MissCharlotte

I was filled with all the work we have been doing these three years. I had the distinct feeling that my little Miss Charlotte felt so very cared for by me. She was no longer scared because she knew I would take care of her. I am so grateful for the T relationship.

What a gift therapy can be. I am so heartened that you can take care of your little Miss like that, MissCharlotte. I hope you are doing well now and home from the hospital.

[Melbadaze]

miss c, I am sorry you were sick and pleased to see you back safe and well.

[darkrunner]

Miss Charlotte,
I am glad your T was there for you. It is so cool that you were able to find something positive in such a scary situation. It sounds like all your hard work in therapy must have helped you to be open to the healing that came from it.
I hope you feel all better soon.