[granite1]

ok i am ready for you to come back now.i'm tired and all i am doing is waiting to feel better and it's not working anymore.it's just to long.i want to come sit in your office and feel safe and that everything outside doesnt matter.my head is spinning and my thinking is out of controle .i'm tired

[WikidPissah]

((((granite)))) How much longer is T gone for?

[granite1]

she will be back monday.the last time i saw her was on the 30th.today i'm really feeling like a little kid whos parents are late or something and i'm tired of waiting and feeling like she is never going to come back and i just want to give up on waiting.i'm tired of feeling like crap and thinking i can possably feel better if i can just go sit in her office and not deal anymore.maybe she should just rent out her office to me when she is gone.

[sittingatwatersedge]

Originally Posted by granite1

maybe she should just rent out her office to me when she is gone.

Granite that's not a bad idea... you can go there in your mind's eye you know, I do that sometimes when I want to make a visit to a church and cannot get there. You just close your eyes, go up to the door, go in, and sit down (or lie down if you use T's couch). this may sound strange but it actually works for me. you might try it? I'm sorry the wait is so long and hard.

[Sannah]

[pegasus]

(((((((( granite )))))))))

She will be back on Monday, that's four days! Hang in there!

[zooropa]

((((granite)))))
I'm feeling the same way. It feels like so long since I've seen T, even though I last spoke to her just a week ago. It shows me how vital it is to have someone who views me with that therapeutic "unconditional positive regard".

Monday is right around the corner, granite. We can do it!

[granite1]

i'm not angry at T anymore i just want her back from vacation.i want to forget everything and just disapear in her office do you think she would notice me just huddled in the corner if i'm quiet my bad morning turned into a bad day at work and i know it is just because i'm so tired and drained.i just have nothing left.going to bed now to cry and then put on happy face before hubby gets home and start all over again

[rainbow8]

granite, I know how you feel. I told T I wanted to be a baby kangeroo and be with her all of the time. You've had a long break without seeing your T. I think you managed a lot better than I would have. Monday is almost here!!! I also feel that just sitting on Ts couch brings relief. Maybe it's a good sign for you that you aren't going to force yourself to talk. Just let yourself BE with T and whatever happens, happens. Oh, I wanted to tell you that my T suggested doing art therapy with me! We did the collage once; now she's thinking about painting, maybe.

[granite1]

Originally Posted by rainbow8

granite, I know how you feel. I told T I wanted to be a baby kangeroo and be with her all of the time. You've had a long break without seeing your T. I think you managed a lot better than I would have. Monday is almost here!!! I also feel that just sitting on Ts couch brings relief. Maybe it's a good sign for you that you aren't going to force yourself to talk. Just let yourself BE with T and whatever happens, happens. Oh, I wanted to tell you that my T suggested doing art therapy with me! We did the collage once; now she's thinking about painting, maybe.

awsome painting could be fun.i love art therapy.i have only done it a few times so far but i know T is going to get into it when she gets back(IF THAT EVER HAPPENS)i think she said something about continuing in our las sesson.she asked me if i wanted to do art 2 sessons back when i got back from cancun but i couldnt really focus and be thare so i said no so we did body movement.passing a ball back and forth and weights and stuff like that.believe it but that was harder them art.when is your T back from vacation.love the kangeroo idea but dont think my T would go for that lol.

[granite1]

Originally Posted by zooropa

((((granite)))))
I'm feeling the same way. It feels like so long since I've seen T, even though I last spoke to her just a week ago. It shows me how vital it is to have someone who views me with that therapeutic "unconditional positive regard".

Monday is right around the corner, granite. We can do it!

monday seems so long away.i hate wanting to be with her so much dont you feel it gives you T so much power to hurt you big time.god i feel like a little kid who is angry at someone for going away but misses them so much that even though i'm so angry i am still so happy they are back me being angry dont matter anymore

[googley]

(((((((((((Granite)))))))))))))

I hope the weekend goes quickly for you!!!!!

[granite1]

Originally Posted by googley

(((((((((((Granite)))))))))))))

I hope the weekend goes quickly for you!!!!!

thanks how are things going with being back with your T?

[googley]

Originally Posted by granite1

thanks how are things going with being back with your T?

It is great to be back with my last T. We are reconnecting again. Last session was really good. Thanks for asking.