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well, technically still a whole 11 hours away, but still almost....almost time for the first session of the no-hug/no-touch era in my therapy!
Felt so highstrung most of today you could have twanged a tune on me I think and sick at my stomach, but right now I am feeling oddly calm, maybe a bit numbish.....I hope I can feel calm when it is actually session time! Somehow I doubt it, knowing myself. I hope I can express my feelings, my emotions and that she will be compassionate and allow me to feel validated in the feelings I have about all this....I am trying to believe it will be all OK, the connection will be OK, the trust will be OK. Anyway, I have been on edge about this and will probably be on edge come morning, so anyone willing to hop in my pocket tomorrow morning will be heartily welcomed! ![]() |
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#2
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Me, me, me! I want to be in your pocket and I want to jump out and tell your T to please be very compassionate and listen to your grief and your reasons for wishing she hadn't said "forever."
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#3
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I'll come along
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"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel." - Maya Angelou "If you get a chance, take it; if it changes your life, let it. Nobody said that it would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it." |
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With you today
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me too!
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#6
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Thinking of you.
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#7
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I'll be thinking about you poet girl!
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I'll be in your pocket. Just be honest, authentic and true to yourself. You'll be fine and this will work out.
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*hops in*
You're doing such a good job with this, poetgirl. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() |
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((((((((all)))))))) thank you so much, you don't know how much good this does my heart to have you all with me!!
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Quote:
You probably already had your session. I hope that it went okay for you.
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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As my guitar teacher used to tell me when we soloed, "tell your story."
You tell your story, poetgirl!~ |
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#13
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The suspense is killing me. Please check in as soon as you can, PG
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Thinking of you right now....
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^ me too
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thank you all!
![]() ![]() Not time to do much of an update, but it went well! T was lovely and compassionate, she validated my feelings and heard my pain; she even apologized for not handling it well last week and was gentle with me, straightforward but gentle. Trust is still alive and the connection is still real, still strong and good! Of course, still no hugs, but I think I can bear that for now..... Thanks so much for being with me, I felt you all with me, really I did! It was comforting to know i had supporters, though unseen so very real in spirit..... ![]() ![]() ![]() |
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PG, you have done such a beautiful job of recognizing all the many feelings that have come up in the wake of your last session, staying true to yourself, and reaching out for lots of good support. I so admire your courage in facing this and, despite the blow you felt, being willing to go back and reconnect/reconfigure with T. And I'm so glad to hear you feeling pretty good about how it went. Will you share more when you can?
Take good care of you and ENJOY the evening! ![]() |
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Sorry that I missed the chance to hop in your pocket...just know that anytime you need a pocket rider, I'm there, no request needed!
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