[ballet_girl]

because I was doing so well and now I'm not. I'm abroad right now and I thought maybe the improvement in my mood would last the whole time that I'm here. But now I'm just having a tough time, and boyfriend issues, and I'm really lonely because I haven't made any friends here. And I want T to fall back on. I'm trying to think of what to email her but I can't make anything come out right. I'm not really comfortable with the whole email thing yet and I need it to come out perfectly since I'm not telling her in person. And last time I emailed her I was doing super well and I'm afraid that she will be disappointed in me if I have to email her for help...I know that is the reason that she agreed to do the email thing anyway, but I'm still afraid of what she will think.

[Elli-Beth]

I think she might be proud of you for having the courage to speak up and say you're struggling. As far as email, just start it by saying that it might not come out just right but it's still important to you.

[SpiritRunner]

she will be glad to help, I think, and not judge you for how you're doing! she will think it's good you asked for help when you need it, too. I'm sorry you're having a hard time right now. go ahead and email t and ask for the help you need, it's OK!