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Old Nov 21, 2011, 10:05 PM
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I just wrote this to my T. I want to share it with you guys because I think many of you may feel the same way I do? My T lets me email him and if I ask for a reply, he gives me one. This was what I just sent him.

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T,

I want to ask you for a reply...
I want to have you say something I can put in my heart to keep...
but what I feel and have been feeling the past few weeks with the level of what we are doing is beyond words. And I have sat here for an hour thinking "What do I NEED?" And I can't word it at all.

I imagine you giving me a billion trillion hugs as tight as you can.
That feels good, but it is not what I need.
I imagine being able to talk to you non-stop for 300 hours in a row...
that feels great to me, but it is not what I need.
I imagine you cloning yourself and letting me take you with me everywhere for a whole week, and that feels like a blast! But it is not what I need.

I need exactly what you are giving me - the tools and medicine I need to heal.
I know that. But sometimes I just feel like I will never be put back together again.
I feel like I need to just not feel this way inside.
But I know I am healing. Tears and all.

I guess I just need to remember that you are here with me and that I am not alone anymore with all this stuff.

Thanks for seeing me through.

W
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Old Nov 21, 2011, 10:13 PM
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I think that is a very nice letter to send to T Wepow. It expresses your fear of not getting better but also your trust in T that he is doing everything in his power to help you and that you feel he is doing enough to do so. I think he will really appreciate it. Good job!
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Old Nov 21, 2011, 10:30 PM
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What a beautiful, real, touching letter.
If I had ever gotten something comparable to that when I was teaching, I would have put it in a silver frame behind that special glass that museums use to protect artworks from light and other elements.
I would treasure it for the rest of my life.
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Old Nov 21, 2011, 10:33 PM
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You are a precious, wonderful, beautiful treasure!
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Old Nov 21, 2011, 10:58 PM
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That is sooo sweet ((((pow))))) what did T respond with?
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Old Nov 22, 2011, 12:39 AM
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I identify with what you wrote, and I love it! Thanks for sharing!
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Old Nov 22, 2011, 06:21 AM
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((((((((All))))))))
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Old Nov 22, 2011, 06:48 AM
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Lovely letter
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Old Nov 22, 2011, 07:08 AM
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we pow again your ability to express yourself with words is amazing.it was so heart felt.i hope your T will be able to respond with something as equally special that you can keep in your heart.
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