Update to: therapist not being able to handle si idealism

So just got done with my tdoc appt and im happy to report it went GREAT!!

I just spit it out i didnt tell him last time about si thoughts and he responded why you thought i'd put u in hospital? I said no, i thought you would dump me as a patient cuz i was too much to handle & he just grinned and said nooooo of course not!! Yay

Then were talking some more n of course i start crying telling him about my feelings lately and he was like its ok, get it out here and then he suggested 2 visits a wk! Just wat i was hoping for! So now i see him fri. I told him our visits n this site are the only thinhs i look forward to lately.

Finally a break for me....FINALLY
Thank u guys for helpinh me muster up the courage to tell my tdoc <3
It was very honest and good session! I told him i wntd to come everyday lol.

He did say my insurance- needs auth after 12 visits so hopefully that wont be a problem and if ig is i *hope* he'll work with me on a sliding fee scale. But i guess we shall cross that bridge when we come to it

Yay! So glad it well for you. Honesty is usually the best policy when it comes to T Thanks for the update.

Really glad things went so wonderfully today with tdoc. I think you needed that boost to keep putting one foot in front of the other. Depression is no easy battle and sometimes we just need to know that the people we count on are in our corner and it sounds like you got a very strong affirmative way. Hope things continue in a positive direction.

So glad he heard you! Sounds like he is going to be a good support for you. Sorry you are going through such a difficult time but having him in your corner will help some. I know the feeling about wanting to go everyday. I'd probably mine out in very short order that way.

Glad to hear it went well.

Ya its a huge relief for me. Im SO glad i called during my crisis cause thats what opened everything up!

He also told me he went thru a deep deep depression as well so he can understand where im coming from-which i was happy to hear cuz at 1st i thought he didnt understand.

I cant wait till friday lol.

Now lets just hope my ins approves his authorization!
I AM NOT letting this T go. No matter what!! Im so glad i stuck it out!!