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Can anyone remember the moment when they realized the hole had finally been filled?
When all the longings no longer remained a challenge? When fears no longer were insurmountable? When the inner landscape was no longer a waste ground prone to winds and storms? |
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Does this HAPPEN?!?!?!?!
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uh, maybe with spiritual enlightenment, nirvana or something... idk
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I think it's starting to happen for me right now but it has taken a long time and sometimes I take a few steps back.
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I remember almost being there, being so close I could smell it, taste it, touch it.... Then Someone pulled the plug out of the bottom, I was re-traumatized, only this time it was worse, so much worse... I had seen the other side. I am however almost there again, getting closer and closer... and I am super gluing the plug in at the bottom of that D* hole!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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There’s been many a crooked path that has landed me here Tired, broken and wearing rags Wild eyed with fear -Blackmoores Night |
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Quote:
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I'm "on my way". My heart is surrounded by lots of sadness however there is hope when there was none before. It's an always evolving process but I feel like things are moving in the right direction. I don't think the work ever 'ends' but with one small step there's another and before you know it you can look back and see how far you've come.
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"Be careful how you speak to your children. One day it will become their inner voice." - Peggy O'Mara Don't ever mistake MY SILENCE for ignorance, MY CALMNESS for acceptance, MY KINDNESS for weakness. - unknown |
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I had a black hole - infinitely deep and dark - that filled my chest from edge to edge. Later it shrank to become a piece of coal - black and hard, but a simple object and not a supernatural force. Now it has gone completely.
That's not to say that my problems are all solved! I am not certain what the hole was made of. Despair, probably: life without hope. It shrank as I became less depressed. |
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My life is totally different then it used to be. Every thing that I worked on improved my life a little at a time. I was very thankful for each improvement.
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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