Hi Nightsky! Just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking about you. I know you have been on a break from therapy and PC for a while now. It's the first week of April which is when you said that you would be meeting with your T. to decide to go back to therapy, to continue with your break or to stop all together. I hope you were able to get some clarity of the situation during your break.

Just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking about you and that we all miss you here on PC.

[roads]

I am so moved by your concern over another member. This is, of course, what makes PC effective as a support site. But thank you. I know you're trying to find your own answers--& I hope you're making some headway there.
Roadie

Hi (((((Readytostop))))))

I actually just stopped by and was trying to decide whether or not to post when I saw this!

I do see my T today for the first time since mid-March. A lot has happened, and we have actually been in communication through a couple of phone calls and e-mails. I can't post the details here, but things just BLEW UP, in a way I never would have expected. T has been to consultation a few times, and I do feel like he's being really honest with me about what's going on (or at least he has been until now), so I hope that continues today.

I'm a little nervous, but also really ready to get in there in person to deal with this stuff.

I restarted Wellbutrin about 8 days ago and that's helped a lot. I was really slipping but I feel like I'm at least facing in the right direction now.

Thanks for checking on me.

[SpiritRunner]

I hope it goes well with you today, nightsky! You have been in my thoughts often.
This sounds like it has been very hard for both you and your T, and that he is trying hard to deal with it as honestly and ethically as possible. I hope that is the pattern things follow today.

I was sending postive thoughts your way today. Hope your session was helpful. Please let us know how you are doing.....

hi

It was kind of awful

I don't know what happens next. T keeps saying we'll work through this, but I don't know.

THings are weird.

Sorry to hear that. I hope you can continue to work through the issue - I know this alliance is important to you.

[lostmyway]

(((((nightsky)))) im sorry things are so weird and messed up. how are you feeling and doing with all that is taking place?

[WePow]

man I am so so sorry. I know how hard you have worked for this relationship. Big big hugs to you!

[ECHOES]

Originally Posted by nightsky

hi

It was kind of awful

I don't know what happens next. T keeps saying we'll work through this, but I don't know.

THings are weird.

I sure hope so, too. I think you will, and I hope it leads to another awesome place. I totally believe that can happen.

[googley]

((((((((((NightSky))))))))))

[granite1]

i am sending big hugs and positive energy your way and hoping thing continue to move foward for you and your T

Nighsky, this thought just came to mind... maybe things in your relationship with your T. don't have to "go back" to how they were... maybe they could be different... maybe they could even be better... once you are able to work through this issue...

I think that is possible... I know that you work very hard and it always sounds like your T. is always working hard with you. Will you be going back on a consistant basis to work through this?

[nannypat]

Thinking of you Nightsky. It must like you are between a rock and a hard spot. I.too.hope this works through for you.