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#26
May 03, 2012, 08:31 PM
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Yeah...I messed up. Ok I get it. If T wants to persue this, I will defer to his vast knowledge of other people's pathology while blindly excusing his own.
I don't want to go to any hospital let alone see him again. I can do this on my own. I've done it before..... Thank you all for your opinions. I think I'm burnt out.... |
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May 04, 2012, 09:09 AM
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no opinions here today just a bunch of safe hugs and caring thoughts.you are not alone at all even if it seems so
 
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#28
May 04, 2012, 10:02 AM
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can we do anything to help? we are here to listen or just be with you ((((((calista))))♥♥♥
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May 04, 2012, 12:31 PM
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May 05, 2012, 02:45 AM
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Yes I feel I am in deep trouble but not only from T. From a source I don't quite understand.
T called today to tell me there was a bed. I was so out of my mind, I couldn't function enough to pack a bag, let alone drive. T and I have not talked except for him to tell me there was a bed. I don't want to face him. I am still feeling physically sick and have a deep painful cough. I feel almost paralyzed in that I know I need to do things yet I can't. I need to see a doctor, in case I have pneumonia, but I can't pick up the phone. I need to pack a bag, just in case, but that isn't happening either. I just go off in space somewhere. I'm floating but it isn't a comfortable feeling. It feels like I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop. Something feels like danger. Please stay with me through this (what ever it is...) I am scared. There IS something much deeper going on but I don't know what. Maybe the "bad anniversary"? I actually hid in bed all day. I was afraid to move. I don't understand it at all. I realise, now that I lost most of the day. |
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#31
May 05, 2012, 07:09 AM
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It's ok to be scared. Usually a psych hospital had medical doctors in it, so you can get the pneumonia checked out there. One step at a time. Do you have family or a friend to come over and help you pack a bag?
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#32
May 05, 2012, 07:44 AM
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we are here and will stay with you as long as you need us
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#33
May 05, 2012, 07:49 AM
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If you have someone you can call to help you pack and get to the hospital, do that. If not, call your T and tell him what is going on so he can help you figure out how to do what you need to do.
The hospital will most likely have a doctor check you out physically anyway. That's always been the protocol where I have gone. And if they don't, you just need to let them know you are ill and they will get a doctor to see you. But you do need to make yourself move and ask for help, as impossible as that might seem. I know. I've been there many times. Staying where you are is not working for you. You know that. Let us know, if possible, how things proceed for you. We're thinking of you. |
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#34
May 05, 2012, 12:05 PM
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Getting admitted is scary?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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May 05, 2012, 04:23 PM
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May 05, 2012, 05:47 PM
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(((((Calista)))))
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May 05, 2012, 09:32 PM
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I remember being in a similar situation with my 1st T. I'm so sorry its really hard. And yes, being admitted is scary isn't it? But it will be okay-- I really hope you get the help you're looking for. Be brave. I think you are braver than you think you are.
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#38
May 05, 2012, 09:37 PM
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#39
May 05, 2012, 11:59 PM
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T is looking for a bed beginning Monday again. I hope that if I go inpatient, I will feel some relief. There is just so much going on and it's all overwhelming. Thank you all for being here and offering comfort, opinions and hugs. Hugs back to all of you.
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May 06, 2012, 12:08 PM
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Happiness cannot be found through great effort and willpower, but is already present, in open relaxation and letting go. Don't strain yourself, there is nothing to do or undo. Whatever momentarily arises in the body-mind Has no real importance at all, has little reality whatsoever. Don't believe in the reality of good and bad experiences; they are today's ephemeral weather, like rainbows in the sky. ~Venerable Lama Gendun Rinpoche~ 
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May 07, 2012, 11:47 AM
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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May 07, 2012, 10:00 PM
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i'm glad he is continuing to look for one 
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May 07, 2012, 11:13 PM
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Happiness cannot be found through great effort and willpower, but is already present, in open relaxation and letting go. Don't strain yourself, there is nothing to do or undo. Whatever momentarily arises in the body-mind Has no real importance at all, has little reality whatsoever. Don't believe in the reality of good and bad experiences; they are today's ephemeral weather, like rainbows in the sky. ~Venerable Lama Gendun Rinpoche~
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May 08, 2012, 01:14 AM
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There were no beds today. I'm kind of glad cause I was much too scared to go today. T will continue to call and he will call me if a bed opens up. I feel like I'm in a fog.
I did pack some things, but couldn't make myself do much more.
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May 08, 2012, 08:30 AM
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Calista+12 do you think you could do some breathing exercises? Hold some ice to ground yourself? Anything that works, that keeps you calm and present? It will be okay...
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May 08, 2012, 08:56 AM
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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May 08, 2012, 08:00 PM
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Happiness cannot be found through great effort and willpower, but is already present, in open relaxation and letting go. Don't strain yourself, there is nothing to do or undo. Whatever momentarily arises in the body-mind Has no real importance at all, has little reality whatsoever. Don't believe in the reality of good and bad experiences; they are today's ephemeral weather, like rainbows in the sky. ~Venerable Lama Gendun Rinpoche~
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May 09, 2012, 12:54 AM
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I'm still waiting.....The longer it takes, the more I don't want to go.
Thank you everyone.
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May 09, 2012, 03:03 AM
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Are you feeling any better physically?
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May 09, 2012, 09:34 AM
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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