Upsetting news today

Hi Sleeps,

Thanks for your note, I appreciate. I am not mad at my counselor at the moment, although maybe I will be at some point. I think I'm mostly stunned and sad right now. I think I am mad at life situations being yucky, and too many things going wrong at the moment. I think that is what feels mad. I think right now it just mostly feels like some combination of stunned/shocked/sad.

Thanks for your message and caring. I really appreciate it, Sleeps.

You take good care of you...thinking of you...

Hugs,
ErinBear

PS Give your pets a pat for me, will you?

Hi Sleeps,

Thanks for your note, I appreciate. I am not mad at my counselor at the moment, although maybe I will be at some point. I think I'm mostly stunned and sad right now. I think I am mad at life situations being yucky, and too many things going wrong at the moment. I think that is what feels mad. I think right now it just mostly feels like some combination of stunned/shocked/sad.

Thanks for your message and caring. I really appreciate it, Sleeps.

You take good care of you...thinking of you...

Hugs,
ErinBear

PS Give your pets a pat for me, will you?

{{{{{{{ErinBear & CandyBear & Kimmy}}}}}}

I'm so sorry. Wish I could say more but know each of you are in my prayers and warm thoughts.

{{{{{{{ErinBear & CandyBear & Kimmy}}}}}}

I'm so sorry. Wish I could say more but know each of you are in my prayers and warm thoughts.

Thank you Azalysa - thank you so much for the kind thoughts. I appreciate the support from everyone here....

Take care,
ErinBear

Thank you Azalysa - thank you so much for the kind thoughts. I appreciate the support from everyone here....

Take care,
ErinBear

ErinBear,

This is awful for you. I can only imagine that it is the hardest news to take. You have been working a long time and im sure you have a stong bond. I dont know what to say. Is there anyway you could stay in touch. Would your T let you write? Maybe the odd email or text.

Im thinking of you and wishing you strength to get through this.

atg

ErinBear,

This is awful for you. I can only imagine that it is the hardest news to take. You have been working a long time and im sure you have a stong bond. I dont know what to say. Is there anyway you could stay in touch. Would your T let you write? Maybe the odd email or text.

Im thinking of you and wishing you strength to get through this.

atg

Hi All The Girls,

Thanks so much for your note. Yes, it is very hard news. I think my counselor and I are both interested in staying in touch somehow if it is possible, but we will have to find out what the rules are concerning that. He is checking. But yes, that would be nice, even if I knew it could only be the occasional email or something, and it wasn't just going to end forever on June 1st or whatever it turns out to be.

Thanks so much for your kind thoughts and good wishes - it's so much appreciated....

Take care,
ErinBear

Hi All The Girls,

Thanks so much for your note. Yes, it is very hard news. I think my counselor and I are both interested in staying in touch somehow if it is possible, but we will have to find out what the rules are concerning that. He is checking. But yes, that would be nice, even if I knew it could only be the occasional email or something, and it wasn't just going to end forever on June 1st or whatever it turns out to be.

Thanks so much for your kind thoughts and good wishes - it's so much appreciated....

Take care,
ErinBear

Thank you, Fayerody.....



Take Care,
ErinBear

((( erinbear )))) youre on....I know you feel like a medicine ball hit you in the chest.....I wish I knew how to help this be less painful but I don't

((( erinbear )))) youre on....I know you feel like a medicine ball hit you in the chest.....I wish I knew how to help this be less painful but I don't

Hi Sleeps,

Thanks Sleeps. I appreciate the kindness and support here. I think this may be just one of those things that time helps, and the love and care of friends - that sort of thing. Like you said, there is no magic answer or pill!

Of course there are teddy bears....they are helpful...... Mine have been getting a workout.... LOL

Hugs,
ErinBear

Hi Sleeps,

Thanks Sleeps. I appreciate the kindness and support here. I think this may be just one of those things that time helps, and the love and care of friends - that sort of thing. Like you said, there is no magic answer or pill!

Of course there are teddy bears....they are helpful...... Mine have been getting a workout.... LOL

Hugs,
ErinBear

Ohhh you just gave me an idea I will PM you on that but.... if I had a pill I could give you I gladly would...

Hugs

Ohhh you just gave me an idea I will PM you on that but.... if I had a pill I could give you I gladly would...

Hugs

Thanks Sleeps - I appreciate the support, and the ideas. Thinking of you and sending good wishes your way....

Hugs,
ErinBear

((( ErinBear)))) sometimes I think I am pure genius ...so we have some ideas ...still point blank...it sucks

Sorry for your loss all of you.

Thanks Hopefull....I appreciate it....

Take care,
ErinBear

Thanks Sleeps. I have an appointment tomorrow. I imagine he will think it is good to talk about this situation. I will want to talk about it eventually but I don't even know if I can talk about it tomorrow, LOL! I don't know if I can make words. ugh. Maybe the next time, but I don't know if I can talk about it tomorrow. I guess we'll see how it goes. Not having the best week here.

Take care,
ErinBear

((((erin)))) say those tough words! Get them out somehow. Then you can move past them and begin to heal from the "loss." TC of you.