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Trigger for depression, drugs, alcohol, divorce, si......
I have been emailing T back and forth all morning...as many know i am a fake weed abuser. I gave it up monday...been clean for 5 days, but i back slid today out of reactionary anger ... My partner has left to her mothers and says its over. I am in a very dark place, one all to familiar... I just need a word of encouragement. Anyone. T is still emailing me even talked on the phone for like 30 minutes...all alone, for 2 days....alcohol, drugs sadness , lead me to attempt suicide... Im trying to remain positive. |
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Glad you're posting. Drugs make bad feelings worse, so don't believe any feelings now.
If it feels safe to be posting here, just.keep.posting.
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Sounds like things are really rough at the moment.. Hang in there, you'll find your way again. Sounds like your T is being real supportive at least, I'm glad. Keep posting here too
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we're here.... listening.... please keep posting
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Happiness cannot be found through great effort and willpower, but is already present, in open relaxation and letting go. Don't strain yourself, there is nothing to do or undo. Whatever momentarily arises in the body-mind Has no real importance at all, has little reality whatsoever. Don't believe in the reality of good and bad experiences; they are today's ephemeral weather, like rainbows in the sky. ~Venerable Lama Gendun Rinpoche~ ![]() |
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Shes going to tell the children , i asked her to wait til monday before she takes this away from me and she said i gave it up.
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I'm going to give you the maximum hugs allowed by law. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]()
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Keep posting, Lola. We're here. ![]() |
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(((((((lola)))))) we are here for you,we care♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
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I have never cried so hard in my life... It just keeps coming
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LC I am so sorry you are in so much pain. Keep posting...we are all here for you
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I am so sorry, so sorry. For the comfort that it may be, know that you are loved here and we know you to be a valuable worthwhile person who deserves comfort and love.
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I'm so sorry. Just stay with us, okay? I can only imagine how hurt you are, but you will get through this.
Keep posting, please stay connected here. ![]()
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Crying is the right thing to do.
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im a bit late reading this lola i am sorry.you are so loved here and you WILL love again also. i also think crying is the best thing to do.
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((((Lola))))
I am so sorry for your pain. I, too, am here with your pc friends to listen. You have lots of us online who look forward to your posts and care for you. Bluemountains |
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It is very hard to break up. Take care of yourself.
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My emotions are all over the map... I had to tell the oldest she called and i was crying... And mother in law grilled me for an hour.im all alone til sunday night.... Ugggg
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Can you call some friends to be with you?
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My only two friends within hundreds of miles, are several hours away at a party, its cinco de mayo.. We are in Texas. I dont want to bother T because he has a prego wife and a little one and like 10 things to dictate. He said i could email... But i just dont want him to commit me or something..
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Stay on PC and go into support chat when you need it. You may be lonely right now, but you are not alone. We on PC are here for you. We care. And you can make it through this pain. You can do it. And call T again if you need to do so. T is there for you and cares deeply for you. Let yourself rest right now inside. You have made it this far and you will make it through this.
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((((Lola)))) Keep posting, we are here for you, you are worth it and things can and will get better.
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MIL was upset about the break-up?
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Yes, i think she loves me more then her own daughter, she calls me the daughter by choice. She planned on attacking my partner upon arrival. I advised MIl to just listen to her., just listen and then she can cheer on my behalf later. MIL works at a home for addicts, a live in treatment facility.
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