[Thornsandroses]

I see my T tomorrow, I haven't seen her since the 8th. I missed 2 sessions between 8th and tomorrow. ( I usually go to therapy 2X a week) I am very anxious about tomorrows session because, there has been some deep issues I have been dealing with, and was almost put on a 72 hour hold yesterday. My T has been keeping in phone contact with me, and so has crisis, to make sure I'm staying stable. Tomorrow is going to be a very diffficult session. I'm not sure how things are going to go, depending on how I'm feeling and what I say. I almost feel that she is going to have the men in the white coats cart me away as soon as I walk into her office tomorrow. She has promised that this not going to happen, but I some how cannot get that thought out of my head. I absolutely hate IP

[carly011]

I have that same image!!! Every time something big happens i feel like im going to come to my session and cops are going to be waiting to haul me off to IP. It all started after i also almost had a 72 hour hold put on me. I know.its scary but just try to take a breath and trust that your T will do whatever is best for you!! If you are not in immediate danger i dont think they can put you on a hold....but they can suggest you go do a needs assessment to get evaluated and see if you need IP, partial hospitalization or intensive outpatient, thats what my T is making me do :/