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Old Mar 09, 2015, 04:24 AM
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We talked about the silence last week. She asked how it felt? I said neither good or bad at that moment.
T asked if I wanted to be in the silence? I said, no not really, but I get stuck in it. T said "locked in"?
Yeah I guess, I said. Then I said that when I do manage to talk again it feels abrut. To loud. It also feels like there's a bit missing.
T questioned me a little more, but because I couldn't express or even have words for what is happening I felt myself getting irritated.
That irritation has stayed since Friday. I see T today, will try to get more into what is going on when I lose words.

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Old Mar 09, 2015, 06:55 AM
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Does your T ever break the silence? I was wondering if after 11 years you run out of things to say?
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Old Mar 09, 2015, 07:08 AM
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She on occasion asks where I've gone.

No, length of time doesn't equal running out of things to say because therapy is a spiral thing, not a straight line.
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Old Mar 09, 2015, 07:36 AM
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I didn't have much silence with my T as she generally filled the silences with her thoughts, which, in hindsgiht, was overwhelming. Do you do something like a stream of consciousness? And when the stream doesn't flow is that what you mean by feeling locked?
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Old Mar 09, 2015, 09:57 AM
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I find myself not talking a lot but it's not for lack of thinking. I do believe I forget to tell her what is going through my head. Finally she'll say "say it out loud". i need to do that more but sometimes there's too much going on to pinpoint what I want to say.
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Old Mar 09, 2015, 10:02 AM
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Talked today about it. How I struggle to make conversation. I asked T what-is-it-I-am-missing???????
T said "the relationship with your adoptive mother!"

It was like a lightbulb moment. Even though we have talked and talked about it before. Perhaps it was hearing it said in connection with my struggles to talk.
T said, you think sitting quite won't be accepted by others because you-were-never-accepted.
I felt tired at the end, I always do when something has been processed.
T said it is all the harder because it's invisible. Your mother gave you a social disability. But no one can see it.
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Old Mar 09, 2015, 11:58 AM
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I'm glad you talked about it.
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