need support today *TW for SI*

sorry to be asking but we are in a really bad place right now and could really use some support feeling jealous we cant drink and drug ourselves into oblivion and sleep everything away. angry depressed sad hurt feeling like giving up sorry for not giving details but just cant sorry if we arent able to offer much in the way of support to anyone else right now but we will try our best sorry sorry sorry we dont usually catastrophize but today we just need to know someone cares, please?♥

yo i'm here. how's that bigfoot kitty of yours? I just woke up, but I see people have been up and gone back to bed already. so what's going on with you?
ETA oh right no details that's okay. just hanging out then.

thanks hankster,just cant give details just yet maybe later when we can think more clearly kahlua is good hes sleeping here on the bed next to us we are trying to find another kitty so he can have a friend

just wanted to say i'm thinking about you. hang in there, td...you're much cared about!

hey Trin. I am sorry you feel so badly. I care!

Trinity I'm here to support you. Can't offer much other than to listen, not really in any position to be offering advice right now.

Hey trinity, I CARE i dont want you to SI. I know things are hard right now, but you can make it through. If you ever need to talk dont hesitate to PM me

going to adopt a new kitty need to get out of this toxic headspace

Cutttee post some pictures when you get it

Trinity, I am so sorry you are in a bad place. I am just now getting my sorry rear out of bed and to the computer. I have laid in bed moping all day so far, done nothing productive and am now just sitting at the computer. annnnnywaaaaay.

My favorite site is www.petfinder.com . You just put in your zip code and the age and type of animal you are looking for and a bunch of photos of kitties or dogs pop up. It's how I found Zoe.

thanks so much everyone. we have our new kitty shes beautiful white with black spots we named her emma♥

LOVE the name emma!!!! i want pictures!!!!!!

TrinityDancer sorry you are having such a hard time. Hope it gets better soon.

Ooodles and OODLES of caring coming your way Trin!

TD I care you know that!!

had to bring our new kitty to the clinic to check for something and it was MAJORLY triggering for us. we are petrified of dogs and it was packed with them. plus the fact that anything remotely medi**l terrifies us too didnt help so now finally we are home but a mess can really use some hugs please?

I really admire and applaud you for doing that for Emma despite it being such a difficult situation for you. She was lucky to end up with you

And she's absolutely gorgeous!

thank you-we just love her♥ and last night she was sleeping all on our face so how could we not get her taken care of♥ just feeling all sorts of shaky and icky

Sending you lots of hugs, Trinity. It sounds like you are doing so well managing to cope with being triggered to put the little one's needs first Very proud of you!

Love you so much, Trinity. Hang in there baby. <3

jen we have missed you♥♥♥ we love you too,thank you

How was today, Trinity? I was away from the computer quite a bit, but was thinking of you.

first part of day bad bad bad!! MAJOR triggery having to sit in humane society clinic to get emma checked. we are petrified of all dogs and it was packed with them and of course anything even remotely medic**l terrifies us too but thankfully thats long over! so now we are home and trying to relax but staying on alert because of the tropical storm and constant tornado watches going on. watching emma and kahlua jump around♥ hope you had a good day today♥

TrinityDancer hope things are getting better. And you are able to relax a bit. Sending hugs your way.