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Old Jul 20, 2012, 12:11 AM
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i don't want to be anymore. I don't want to feel anymore. My life is in utter chaos and i just want it to stop. i really have no desire to keep living. its not worth it.

i don't know what to do anymore. i wish i could just fall over dead and be done....
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Old Jul 20, 2012, 12:57 AM
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Hi nicoleb2, I know those feelings. Sorry it is so hard for you at the moment. Soup
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Old Jul 20, 2012, 02:04 AM
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Hi Nicole I hope you are safe right now! (((hugs)))
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Old Jul 20, 2012, 03:47 AM
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i'm sorry that things are so tough right now but it won't always be like this. x
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Old Jul 20, 2012, 06:50 AM
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HI Nicole,
(((HUGS))) I am sorry you are feeling like this right now. Do you know why you are feeling like this? Usually there is something that awakens this feeling or triggers it! Do you think there is a solution to the problems you are having right now? Sometimes it just helps to talk about them and then they don't seem as big or as hard if you have someone to support you x
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Old Jul 20, 2012, 06:51 AM
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(((nicole))) Hope this feeling passes quickly and you find a sense of comfort soon.
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Old Jul 20, 2012, 07:32 AM
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Nicole, I know that place. Normally I am trapped by repetitive thinking. I can't free myself. Sometimes if it's between sessions, I find writing down all the spinning thoughts helps stop the negative cycle.
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Old Jul 20, 2012, 08:17 AM
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(((nicole))) thinking of you.
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Old Jul 20, 2012, 08:37 AM
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Hope you're feeling a little better this morning. I'm concerned- would it help to talk about it?
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Old Jul 20, 2012, 08:56 AM
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Take care. Sending bunches of virtual hugs your way. Can you have contact with your T or do u have a friend or someone else you can talk to? Hope you feel better soon
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Old Jul 20, 2012, 09:04 AM
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Nicole, I've soooo been there and it sucks. Please remember that somehow these feelings always do pass. Think about other times that you've felt this way and then the feelings went away--focus on this part.

Could you please contact your T or a friend or a crisis line, if this feels comfortable to you? Please try to change your surroundings--if you're inside go outside, take a shower, anything to change.
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Old Jul 20, 2012, 11:11 AM
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I have been there & it is so painful. Remember that the feeling WILL go away. Keep talking here, we're listening.
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Old Jul 20, 2012, 11:42 AM
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Old Jul 20, 2012, 12:05 PM
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i don't want to be anymore. I don't want to feel anymore. My life is in utter chaos and i just want it to stop. i really have no desire to keep living. its not worth it.

i don't know what to do anymore. i wish i could just fall over dead and be done....
Nicoleo, Would you like to talk??
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Old Jul 20, 2012, 12:08 PM
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Nicole, hope you got some rest....let us know you are ok. That is a terrible feeling.
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Old Jul 20, 2012, 12:22 PM
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I hope you're okay, Nicole. Have you talked with anyone about your feelings?
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Old Jul 20, 2012, 02:24 PM
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Nicole, hope you got some rest....let us know you are ok. That is a terrible feeling.
I am ok. Still having a rough day. And I HAVE to function because I have to drive my daughter an hour and a half to church camp. So I'm functioning as best as I can
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Old Jul 20, 2012, 02:28 PM
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You're in my thoughts. Please know that this will pass. I hope you'll take some of the other suggestions and find some help for this. Or post here. We're here for you if you want to talk.
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Old Jul 20, 2012, 02:28 PM
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Thanks for checking in with us. Thinking of you.
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