[granite1]

my aunt just felt the need to call me and tell me that basically i have no family any more .her and my farther i guess are on the outs and how she has decided to hurt him was to disown his kid(me)and his grandson(my son) we didn't do anything .her plan has a huge flaw in it,she should have made sure my farther cared enough about me to be hurt by this.he doesn't and the only people hurt by this is me and my son.i hate my family and i hate me and i just want to die at least then i wont hurt so much.i don't want to hurt i am so so tired i want my T so bad.

[Wren_]

((((((((granite)))))))))

Grrr at your aunt; I'm sorry she is doing this to you

Granite-I hate so much that this happened to you. If she is pulling this stuff then you and your son are better off without her. Hugs to you.

[unaluna]

I am sorry granite. what is wrong with your aunt???!! that she would even think of doing such a thing. and then calling you to actually tell you. is she senile or drunk? seriously. what a bitter woman. is money involved?

[ECHOES]

So, your aunt can't deal directly with her brother and chooses to go this route. She's angry and/or hurt by him and not dealing with it. Not very mature or healthy, is she?
And she was this way before her call to you. Nothing you did created this, it is all her.

I hope you can say "No thanks", and toss the hurt back to her. It's hers.

[WikidPissah]

sorry Granite...your aunt is missing out out big time by closing you and your son off.

[LoneWolfie]

I'm sorry Granite,

It is a sad situation when family hurts one another, especially when there are children involved as it affects them so much not to mention YOU. (((((((((((Granite)))))))))))))) HUGE hugs as I can only imagine what you are going through. Please be safe.

[karebear1]

(((((granite))))) That must hurt so much. I'm sorry that you are caught in the middle of all of this.

I am so sorry. That is NOT right and NOT fair.

I'm really sorry to hear this, granite.

[Butterflies Are Free]

I am so sorry - that is awful and my thoughts are with you.

[Crescent Moon]

I'm so sorry, Granite.. you and your son deserve so much better than this. It's not fair.

[BonnieJean]

It is a hurtful, insensitive thing for your aunt to do. Im glad you are thinking that turning to t will give you comfort.

[granite1]

thanks for everything everyone i swear i'm at the poing that i am just spending the rest of my life drunk and not caring about anything .heck what have i got to loose.NOTHING .and i can even SI to my hearts content got nothing to loose.god i hate life so bad i have tried to calm down and it isnt working at all.my husband wants to take me to the clinic but no way i hate that plae and i'm not going.i'm doing the same thing they will do but with alcohol and SI

[kiki86]

that is so horrible. but remember, you do have something to lose. something huge! your son. i know you want to erase everything but you still have him don't you? he needs you. you're the most important person in the world to him.

[granite1]

he is 21 and lives in Lithuania.he is in the military. he would be fine he doesn't really need me but i love him i just feel so bad he didn't ask to have such horrible people in his life

So sorry you're having to go through this, granite.

[kiki86]

i'm 26 and i don't live with my mother either but that doesn't mean that i wouldn't be devastated if she self destructed.

i only say this because i want you know you're important in the world.

you didn't ask for all of this either. no one deserves to be treated this way. xo

[dizgirl2011]

Hi hun,

I'm sure your husband is really worried about you, not because you are a horrible person, or a burden and all those things you are thinking but because he loves you and wants you to be ok. I bet your son loves you so much also.

Your Aunt did something so cruel and I think it's good that she doesn't want to be in your life as you are better off without her.

I hope that you can get some help or support without putting yourself in danger. My heart goes out to you

[granite1]

si helps me it really does but my hubby wants me to go to the clinic aall they will do is give me drugs.he is saying that i can also call my Ttomorrow but i cant.god o hate life i hate feeling this hurt

[Wren_]

i hate you feeling this hurt also ... you've done nothing wrong at all granite, this is your aunts mixed up rubbish, please don't let her do this to you

does drawing help at all at the moment?

[granite1]

i know i am being a bother to everyone here but i really really want my T to be able to take this pain away and make everything all better but i know she wont

[karebear1]

Granite- you CAN call T tomorrow. She's always been wonderful and helpful and calming when you have called her so please don't think calling her is off limits.

Please don't self destruct granite- ok? I understand the feeling of being so hurt and feeling so unloveable and rejected that you don't know what to do to release the pain but to destroy yourself. Problem is granite- you're destroying something that is really, REALLY good...... YOU.

I'll be thinking about you all night friend. Please take care of you. HUGS

[unaluna]

karebear, i'm glad you stayed

[karebear1]

Thank you Hankster- that's really nice to hear!