Welcome To The Couch People of PC Psychotherapy (All Welcome Part 11)

What do you think of his response Lola? Can I say I am jelous you got one? After one e-mail, and one phone call. I got nothing from T.. I am not bitter or anything!

I am going to wait until tomorrow. When I am not so vulnerable. I won't drink lola...thank you chickies...you are both awesome.

I'm sorry, I don't know how I feel about it. I feel like I'm not going to respond yet, men... Seriously ....
I'm sorry your T hasn't responded, I'm pretty sure mine only did cause I'm probably going to put all his kids through college. LOL You don't sound bitter.

Wiki you ok?

((((healed))))) exT always responds...always. Holidays, weekends, whatever. I seldom contacted him, but he always got right back. Still he is bad for me. It's a fake attachment. He compared me to his freaking mother. He talked about porn, twice. He self disclosed WAY too much.

he was never consistent from week to week. He forgot everything. He sucked at the books. He couldn't handle the insurance company. and he talked to pdoc about everything even when he promised he wouldn't.

he was always late, his phone buzzed in sessions and he'd read it.

this is good, I am getting pissed instead of hurt.

Oh, I could see your reservations about contacting him. He talked about him view porn? Really?

Lola.. You are so self-controlled I would have responded right back.

ugh.. annoying. My T is hibitually late. I had a 9am appointment one morning, he didn't even show up to his office until 9:20.. That is annoying.

I have ocd traits, and I am a cpa. So the inconsistency, lack of bookkeeping and tardiness drove me crazy.

you ok Lola....do I need to send your T a text?

Three incidents:
1) His dad died and he told me his dad had this huge collection of porn footage in old film. He said it was art.

2) His email went rogue and sent me his address book. It had all the t's and doc's in his collaborative, me, a couple other patients, and 8 porn site emails. They were porn with punk girls, young with brightly died hair. At the time I had pink spikes in my hair.

3) He told me his son turned 21 and went to Zachary's...a big strip joint that is known for underaged girls.

How can I talk about my badly reconstructed boobs with him?

I'm ok... And no healed I have no self control... I'm not responding, so he will have think about what he's done. Wiki, he doesn't seem like the rock you need. partner is making me take her to eat, be back later.. I'll have my phone though.. ( always there for my girls )

you rock lola. Make that T wait.

Ugh...it sounds like a lot of us are having issues with wanting to contact our Ts right now. I am on the verge of it, and it is something I have never really done before. The one time I came close, it did not end well. I don't even know what I want from her since half of me hates her. I think the needy child part wants some reassurance that she is there. I've never really revealed that part and now seems like a backwards time.

I need distraction.

hey Fix.

Welcome to the home of T's Wayward Wards. If Stopdog were here, she would tell you to never contact T while under the influence of mind altering chemicals. Of course, she just says "while drinking" but I am way more sophisticated.

I feel like such a thread killer sometimes.

Hmm...what to talk about? I went to the spa today with some friends. I had a great time with them (even if I couldn't stop thinking about situation with T during my facial).

wow...the spa. I am so un-girly. But I do get my nails done in a kind of posh salon.

lol. I wish I was on chemicals right now. A nice amaretto sour!

lola's t's response right now reminds me of the time recently I told my t, that when he says something iffy, and I think I am just not understanding what's going on and he's gonna come back with something really smart, but he NEVER DOES. It's just something dumb and evasive and disappointing. I have to learn to stop getting my hopes up.

I am also not into girly things generally, but I do love a good facial, and I'm slowly appreciating mani-pedis (although I find it excruciating for my sensitive feet. lol. ticklish)

lol...me too. But I have sworn off the stuff. I am chemical free.

I need a pedi, it's been a few weeks. i am more faithful about my dogs nails then my own.

Wow, Wiki.. That would make me very uncomfortable. Wow, just wow.

Speaking of girly things.. I was very close to running off and getting a back to work manicure today.. Didn't happen, maybe I will go on Monday. I enjoy them, just don't get to do it often.