Couch 19

My puppy has been naughty as well.. I think everyone in the house except for me wants to get rid of him. Poor yeats!

I'm watching Chopped on Food Network.

Trying to distract myself for a while.

distract from what murray?

Life, the universe and everything....lol

Just wonder sometimes if somehow I ended up in some Twilight Zone episode or something because I truly don't understand the way life is going. It's like a big cosmic joke or something.

I know your having a rough go murray, if you wanna vent, vent away...you can PM if you wanna chat. This too shall pass and then you will be free.

Kitty prison is really tough here. It involves sitting on the couch next to me so I can keep tabs on her.

HAHAHAHA! Yes! That even looks like Broadway kitty. And I wouldn't doubt she would do something like that. But she is the most cuddly warm kitty at night, so I can never stay mad at her.

someone tell me FOOD doesn't love me and to stop listening to it call my name... ughhh

Sorry Lola, can't help you there as the gelato is calling my name.

Let's hope not.

Right now my solution for cravings is to drink a glass of water and wait ten minutes. Usually that takes care of it. If I still have the craving, I cave in and eat.

Yummy. Gelato is one of my favorites.

Thanks Sconnie, I'm an emotional eater, I know I am not hungry...I am just bored, lonely and awake. Im a serial night eater and I'm starting to gain weight back so I have got to stop the insanity, I'm gonna try the water thing.

I'm thinking food network was a bad channel to start watching...lol

So my cold is not as bad tonight as it has been and although I am feeling better physically I am starting to feel worse mentally. It's silly but when I was feeling so lousy and completely exhausted, my mind was quieter and calmer in a way. It was like everything was far away and it was so peaceful. Now that I am a little bit better all of that noise and turmoil is coming back into my brain. Ugh!!!!

Hey I just wanted to share...that I just had my 3rd session with my new T... and I've been leery about sharing anything about new T... kind of like if I say something about it ...it will not turn out to be what I think it is...

Good evening all. I'm trying to catch up from the last few days, but I'm having trouble concentrating. I worked about 3 doubles in a row, and am exhausted. I hope everyone has been well.

Hey murray...sorry you have lots of "noise"...I've had that before too... always before a new memory came back or when I was working on something difficult with T... I found journaling helped with the "noise"... do you journal?

Here's a little kitty humor before I head to bed. Have a good night everyone.

So I won't say any words just post this....

Thanks Readytostop. I do journal and email my T quite a bit to help me get some of it out to quiet things down in my head. Not sure what is causing it, my T said once that it's part of my anxiety. I don't know. Maybe it is that I am working on some stuff.
Boy was the peace nice, too bad I was feeling so lousy physically so I couldn't really enjoy it. lol

I hope the noise lessons over time.

HI!!!!

Sorry, I'm in a really weird mood. Have you ever felt like this some days?

I wish I was old enough not to care.

I think it's called alienation.