I feel rather angry with my T, When i saw her on Monday she said that she can't see me until I am discharged from the crisis team, I was beginning to trust her (I have big issues with trusting people) and then it was like she doesn't care, She was more interested in getting my notes from them.

How am I meant to trust her when I go back? I find it hard to talk and if she expects me to trust her after this how can I?

[Willowleaf]

That sounds lousy especially as you are having a difficult time but isn't it that she isn't meant to see you until you have been signed off rather than not wanting to. I'm sorry if I have misunderstood just wanted to send you a big hug as it sounds like you are having a really tough time

[Gadgetsmile]

Hey tink,

I wish I knew what to say. I mean your t is following protocol, but that doesn't help you right now. I know how infuriating it is, being from the uk myself, and being refused a referal because I'm not mentally stable enough right now.
But once you are discharged then you can go back and talk to your t about your anger at the situation and tell her how it made you feel, especially the trust thing. Talking it out with her when you get back might make you feel better.

I hope it works out for you

Hang in there

[SallyBrown]

Do you and T have the kind of relationship where you can ask her if she WOULD see you if she could? Might it help to know for certain that she absolutely wants to see you but her hands are tied? She may be just as frustrated at the system as you are; it could be nice to really see that instead of just having her explain why she can't see you, which you already know.

Try to remember she is only following the "rules" that she is required to follow. This isn't about her not caring. Unfortunately her hands are probably pretty tied about this.

Not wanting your notes would mean she didn't care wouldn't it.

[~EnlightenMe~]

I agree with Sally Brown. I think you trusting her again will come in time as you two work through all of this. take care

*Update*

Ok well I think I jumped to conclusions here.

My crisis team visited me yesterday and they might be discharging me on Monday they said that my T has been in touch with them almost everyday asking how I was doing, So if I do get discharged Monday I will be able to go back and see her

[Gadgetsmile]

That's great tink!

It's great your t has been in touch with them to see how you are doing, and that you can see her v.soon!

Hang in there

[Victoria'smom]

Yay, I'm so glad that you'll have your T back.

[Wren_]

((((((tink))))))) that's good your t seems to really care about you