When are you seeing your T? Countdown.....

I see my T on Tuesday at 10 a.m.

So that's.............a long ways away!!

I see my T tomorrow, Tuesday, January 22, 2013 at 4:30pm gotta remember to bring the disability papers. Hope I don't forget them. I want to do this and get it over with. Thank god he is helping with them! Ugh, just want to get this over with so bad. I can't say that enough.........

monday.. of next week. hes on vacay! :'(

Wednesday at 8:30am! Love my T! She is just awesome!

Next week Tuesday, February 4th. Had a real breakdown when I saw my T. Battled with depression badly last week. Hope this is a better week for me. I am going to try to make it without my T.

Three days... Thursday at 5:30 pm... Texas time... I am dreading the day... Dreading the 50 mins I have to be locked in that room with her... She asked me to bring some of my poetry for her to read... I don't want her to know my dark side...I'm freaking out

Starting with my new T on Thursday at 1:30 pm 31st January (so nervous)
Finishing with my current T Friday 1st February 10:00 am ,Will be sad but I have accepted that I need to move.

I see my T on Thursday the 31st. Tomorrow is the first STEPS class

I see my therapist next monday. I look forward to our meetings but sometimes I feel alot worse after.

Thursday at Noon. She has really been challenging me, which is good- but such hard work!

My appointment with my T was cancelled and the STEPPS class was not quite as promised. I was upset to the point I started laughing with nerves a couple times. The class packet spent a lot of time talking about BPD, which they like to call Emotional Intensity Disorder (EID) That is what the teachers of the class will call it from now on. They called it an inability to regulate emotions. They used an analogy of a floodgate that is either tightly closed holding back a raging river or wide open letting the river flow and destroy everything in it's path. The class is supposed to teach tools to identify and manage the intensity of emotions(The Raging River). They say to give it three sessions before making any decisions about dropping out.

22.5 hours

Don't see my T until Feb. 15.

Final session in 6 hours

February 25th, had a hard couple of sessions with all the heartache I was feeling, he really got me through it. I am hoping to report some positive changes

Having my second session with my new T on Monday 11th Feb at 11:am

Monday, the 11th. I am looking forward to it- therapy has been really productive lately. I have been letting my structure slide a bit- she will likely give me a much needed kick in the ***. In the meantime, I am tightening it back up- before it results in symptoms.

Friday the 15th at 1pm for my DBT t. Don't have an appt with my ED t yet. Haven't seen her since the 15th of Jan when she had me go inpatient.

I have mine March 14th, a day squeezed in to his busy schedule. Which is great, Im glad he has become an administrator and has found time for me. Things have been crazy stressed on my end lately, and I am just coming down trying to find some peace.

I have a lot of great things to report to him though, like the dropping of 10 pounds! Woohooo. Things are looking brighter. Im glad and he will be too.

Well I am seeing my T Wednesday, May 29th.

I haven't had much to tell him lately, just that I am stuck in a rut. I have no motivation or drive to do anything. I feel like my life is passing me by. Maybe he can help me find some meaning and a reason to get up in the morning.

Tuesday. I'm might change it to tonight or Monday if she has time.

May 29th I see my new therapist for the first time. I'm nervous. I struggle with being completely honest... not because I tell lies but because I hate how it feels to just go in, sit down and start b*tching. No one wants to do that. No wants to hear that. I hate the thought that my therapist might not like me or that she may dread my visits. Ugh... just a little paranoia to accompany my other problems.

Tuesday. But that's just for group. Was supposed to see her tomorrow but I cancelled. Have a different appointment.

Still Wednesday.....had a good day today so there's something to report. Been spending too much money though, Thank god I go to work tomorrow and getting paid time and a half. Need to report that to T too.

So I just wanted to bump this thread for extra support for others. I actually just saw my T on Tuesday and was nervous about a new job I started on Thursday. Well things went well my first day and T really helped calm my nerves.

Anyway, with my new working schedule, lack of money, and new job schedule I won't get to see my therapist till after the new year.

But it's good though, I will get a chance to be on my own, working and being less dependent on T.

Also it's our 10 year anniversary so it will give me a chance to buy something nice for T as well.

Please feel free to post as much as you want as you countdown to see your T!