Welcome to Couch 27

Jersey is right, go to bed. And then stay home from work tomorrow.

thanks yall....im wearing my snoopy pj bottoms a cowboys sweat shirt and I'm chillin in front of the fire, in my green recliner.. W is cooking jambalaya. I brought work home in the event I feel bad in the morning.

Raining but the city is lit up...so pretty. How can I love nature so much yet still get crazy excited about Boston lights?

Chopin...I hope your T regains your trust soon.

just having a horrible night guys it just really sux so bad cant get memories out of my stupid head

I'm sorry granite, try zoning in front of the tv, maybe a funny movie?

(((granite))) Have you tried writing them in your T journal? Sometimes if I write or draw something it helps get it out of my head.

Hi all. I hope that everyone is having a good night.

Wiki - I'm glad that you are doing better.

Murray - I definitely know what you mean about the happy face. There are so many times that I'm screaming on the inside with this plastered grin showing on my face. Ugh- isn't it okay to just not be okay sometimes?

Stopdog - I hope that you feel better soon, and Lola - I hope you manage to fight off whatever bug you are getting.

Granite - can you try to distract yourself? Crafting of drawing?

Hi all,

The taping the TV show went great today! It was really fun. It had a real set and everything. I had to laugh when the older man asked me to put the microphone up my blouse.

My t left me a voicemail message of encouragement. She is just wonderful. Told me I could call back if leaving her messages would help.

Wiki - so glad you checked in. I have never heard of chair alarms. I should get my sister one of those for my nephew's naughty timeout chair! And for the record I had oatmeal for breakfast. I am addicted to that stuff.

murray
granite

Hi CL, Jersey, Lola, MKAC, CE, SAWE, healed, Chopin, Apt, Hankster, nightlight, and trdleblue

All the talk of pizza has me hungry and I just ate dinner. I am still hungry. Stupid cold weather makes me go into hibernation preparation eating mode. Going to find more dinner I guess...

Granite..go in your craft room. You love to craft.

the feelings are horrible. when will things just go away. when will these thoughts stop. the image of the mother the feelings her telling me that i am nothing ,sitting in that chair my family the people who loved me.

Sconnie...my pizza came right up 15 minutes after I ate it. Does that help your cravings. lol

Granite..it might not ever fully go away but it will get easier. Getting it all out helps. Just keep posting..Do something nice for yourself. Remember that they can't hurt you anymore. You are grown, you are strong and you deserve to have a good happy life.

i'm so sorry i love you guys how do you all deal with the **** that was handed to you the **** you never ever asked for or deserved .

(((( granite )))))

I understand feeling overwhelmed by these emotions. Please try to ground yourself in this moment. This very moment of being cared for by your friends on PC.

(( HUGS ))

You learn how to have empathy for yourself and realize that its in the past and you can't change it but you can take care of yourself and do all you can to remember that you've come so far and you keep going.

Personally Granite, I dont do a very good job...thats why im in T. We are here for you. (((Granite)))) listen to Wiki, T journal, Wiki is wise in her ways!

....Sorry I haven't been on the couch....This migraine, believe it or not, has intensified to nearly unbearable....I am very.close to going to the ER to see if I can get some relief. I'm going to take a muscle relaxer and see if that helps first. The narcotics aren't touching it, nor are the anti-inflammatories and ice packs.

MUE - I hope that the muscle relaxer helps.

MUE take care of yourself.

MUE..please go to the ER if the muscle relaxers do not work.

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As not fun as it is (and if you talk to your doc first about your nervousness, it isn't that bad), I really think it is a necessary thing to do for your health.

Ewww... well I am still hungry, but not for pizza anymore...
I hope you feel better.

MUE - I hope you are feeling better soon.
trdleblue - yes, you should go. It is not fun but with the right doc it's not horrible. Find a doc you trust and who will talk about your nervousness.

What is wrong with me? I have eaten a ton of my left over pasta dish, sauted zucchini, gouda cheese and I am still hungry!

Edit: and some sunflower seeds and mint truffle kisses.... ugh.