c o u c h 38 - The dark ages....

thinking of my brother today . the last time i saw him he played this song to my farther my son and I ,on his guitar. he was very good. anyway . he was always looking for my Fathers approval, never got it. (my farther was a cabinet maker) it is Eerie how this song describes there relationship until he took his life. anyway heard this song today and made me think of him and his struggles.

That's a great song Granite. Music speaks to me and speaks for me too. I am sorry about your brother. (((Granite)))

I would totally. So we have a fusser and an ankle-biter. What do I need to do?

Do apply. Is this the thing in Australia?

(no, I'm not actually back)

Man If Apt was here I would tell her I love and miss her and hope she was doing well... and then I would give her a giant hug..... too bad shes not back

I see you Apt!!!

Later guys , I gotta go see a man about a horse!

Thanks heaps Apt. I think I'll give it a go. It's in Australia and run in combination with my university and an American university. It will be my first time overseas if I go and that's something I've always wanted to do. I'm not even sure my chances are very good, but I'm worrying a bit about silly things like most likely being a bit older than everyone else. Though I think I've decided that this is the only life I get to live, so might as well just give things a go. I guess I've just taken a bit longer to get here than many. The expense is a bit scary too. I think it would be good for me to try though. Thanks for thinking of me.

One of my all time favorite songs granite. I hope you have some good memories with your brother that you can recall as well.

((Granite)). Sorry about your brother.

I am in a car in the rain waiting for another re agent.

Night... Good luck with that .

And one more thing...I hate ear zits. Just sayin'.

same here IF apt was back i would tell her that her gentle presence was greatly missed and that i was glad that she was back and give her a big huge hug

If it doesn't fit, get a bigger hammer. ((((Wiki))))

If you can get 'em out on the sidewalk, I'll run over 'em. That's my specialty.

Ack, ack, cant say I know what that is!

Me too, and eyelid zits(styes).

D had a good day at school. Thanks for all the well wishes. She found out all students get an IPAD and don't have any textbooks. No more 40 pound book bag.

Ewwwww , if you say zit I think pop!

Still feeling like I need wash off the yuckyness of the things talked about during my session today.

healed i sure get that feeling . i am terrified my T thinks i am completely disgusting after i talked to her last week.

i hate when talking about things make me feel so yucky.

. T Went okay today, and the outcome wasn't unexpected, but my heart still hurts.

Well, I had a terrible day. It was raining really hard this morning and my roof started to leak very badly as I was on my way out the door.

So... I got to spend the day waiting on the roofers and worrying.

And worrying about the personality test tomorrow at my therapist.

Rotten day.

Yuck.

...on the Jerry Springer show...

Granite, that song is always instant goosebumps for me. It'll be sad but nice to remember your brother now.

My family has been on 2 talk shows... Minus me !

And they question therapy? Lol

LOL.. don't you know jerry springer/muary is way better than any well trained thearpist!! Ohh and I am sure a lot cheaper in the long run as well!!