I am suicidal.

[content30]

Oh gosh...I am sooo very sorry. I would be completely beside myself too. However, you should not harm yourself. Please reach out to your support network and go to the hospital if need be! Call your T...something! I'm so very sorry....

NTLF....I'm so sorry that your T will be leaving... I know that feelings of abandonment can be very overwhelming...

Please keep yourself safe... can you call a hotline number or go to the emergency room...

Im so sorry...
Is it close by? If it is an you follow T there?

[WePow]

I am so sorry. It is dangerous to trust others. Can you get phone sessions with T or skype ?

[Anne2.0]

I am so sorry this happened. It must be such a shock.

But I think you've made such great progress, and you can find and work with another T. In my opinion. I really wish you weren't in this situation, but you can find your way out of it.

[mixedup_emotions]

(((( HUGS )))))

That's SO heartbreaking. I'm so sorry.

Still alive but no guarantees.

I will never allow anyone to know me intimately again. No more of this ******** trust.
This therapist lined her pockets with my pain.

Last night was an abrupt goodbye session.

[Nightlight]

I would also be beyond devastated in that situation. I'm so sorry for what you're having to deal with.

I'm so sorry. I hope you can contact someone to be with you or at least talk to you.

[harvest moon]

Hang in there...

[tinyrabbit]

I'm so sorry (((hugs)))

Please hang in there

[taylor43]

Please reachout please I know it would devastate m,but you do not have to end it!! Go to er please. There are other t's that you will connect with. ((((((((Hugs))))))))))

I'm still here. I'm all broken all over. No er's for me no way.
They take you away in handcuffs here. The only psych ward you end up in is jail.
Jail doesn't treat sadness it creates more of it

[~EnlightenMe~]

(((((Live)))))))
I am so, so sorry! Rely on us here at PC.I wish I could take your pain away, you have worked so hard. I'm here for you.

Live

[bluemountains]

You cannot even believe how much I relate, NTLF! I was just getting ready to post a similar message myself. Some keep up with more than one board, and I had already posted on the psychotherapy board, but I am still feeling the same panic as you. I won't hijack your post, but I just want you to know that I am feeling your pain.
Bluemountains

I'm just going to cry all weekend.

I'm going to cry cry cry cry cry cry cry
then I'm going to cry again

I can't do this. The therapeutic relationship is a lie.
To all you therapists who say you care you're a bunch of ****ing liars.
**** the Freudian god you pray to.
The hurt you caused me I will find a way to pay forward.

I'm just hurt

[BonnieJean]

It is a very hard thing to go thru, NTLf. Your feelings make sense to me. I'm glad you are sharing them with us on PC.

[Willowleaf]

You are living everyone's worse nightmare. I wish I had words to help, but my thoughts are with you. On a practical note do you have anyone to help with all this hurting. It sounds too much to manage alone. Please keep posting.

I am alone in this. How can she just do this?

[rainboots87]

Originally Posted by nothingtolivefor

I am alone in this. How can she just do this?

I'm sorry you're hurting and trying to explain why she left probably won't help you at all. Unfortunately, you've got to accept that she IS leaving. Sure, there are considerations about where to go from here with therapy, but I wouldn't necessarily focus on that just yet. She is going and that sucks for you and it really hurts. All you can do is accept this hard fact, know it's okay to feel the way you do, and eventually move on.

I can't see straight on anything right now.
Thank you everyone.