Couch 47.0 (we finally debugged)

Parsley?

I think rosemary and or mint need to be separated from anything else, they will take over a whole space.

You'll be able to make your own tea! Or at least garnish. How about some chamomile?

I had so much fun cooking yesterday, but I'm only half done. More to do today. But then I'll be fixed for the month of may, probably till my next gp aappointment in early june. Healthy healthy healthy.

Granite-
Chives come back, but be sure to cut off the flowers or you'll have chives everywhere.

Parsley is a bienneial and will survive two years.

Lemon grass I think comes back.

Borage will self-seed if you let it.

I finally started some seeds.... only four weeks late....

They traveled to the front yard from the backyard at my mom's. She was still cussing out the neighbor who advised her to plant them more than ten years later! I shouldn't laugh - I spent a couple of years trying to pull them out. All I was missing was the orange vest...

Wikid, I am SO HAPPY for you! That made my weekend!

Hey y'all... my W defriended me on FB... what am I 12?

Home from my class. It went well, we got out early because we finished everything quicker than the groups in the past who took the class.

I got to drive home in the rain. I hate driving in the rain. Luckily it was just a light rain.

Trying to decide if I want to do laundry early (Sunday is my normal laundry day) and do a load tonight. Hmm... I guess I could always go check the laundry room and see if any washers are open, then make my decision. I may do that, so I can sleep in tomorrow.

Hope everyone had a relaxing day. I'll be back later.

LC - really? She defriended you? You may not be 12, but she is certainly acting like she is.

Squirrel - how much laundry do you have to do by now?

I had 2 loads of laundry, all the washers were empty, so I decided to do it tonight. Now I can sleep in tomorrow. Just waiting for my laundry to dry now.

Been 3 weeks since I last did laundry. :P I have enough clothes to last me a month and enough underwear to last me a little over 3 weeks, so I survived not doing laundry for that long, but I needed to do it this weekend or I would have been out of underwear by the middle of the week.

Speculation: Maybe she thinks you're not taking her seriously. Maybe she wants to see some sign that you are hutting too.

I think she's feeling helpless.

Well I skipped the track meet...took my younger son's clothes he out grew to a store that buys/sells kids clothes and made $20 and then went to old navy and sears and bought him some new shorts that fit. So atleast my son some shorts for the summer... Now I need to bag up the clothes they didn't buy and go through some stuff to donate to either his school yard sale or to Goodwill.

The falcon eggs were cool to see when the mama was moving around.

im in yet another hotel... inbetween ftw and houston.... i suck

Laundry is done...now just to put it away. I don't feel like doing that now, so I will do it later. I still need to work on my motivation for certain daily living tasks.

Nothing on TV, so here I sit online.

Lola, if you want to talk about it I'm on PC for a while longer...you can PM me.

Otherwise, just know I'm thinking and praying for you. And you do not suck.

Squirrel... I've enjoyed reading your posts and how well you are doing at your list and keeping up with things...

TY RS, I may take you up on that.... Its nice to talk to people that know the real me.

LC - you do not suck. Your life is in a bit of disarray, but you do not suck. I hope you can talk to the therapist even if you can't see him, and that you can make some decisions about your domestic life - what you want for example.

i believe I will let her go, its what she wants

LC - again - I ask what do YOU want?

I am looking into potentially joining a global training project. So fingers crossed .... I am going to email, my x-bosses boss and suggest I replace him in his recently position

I don't know, I wont allow myself to feel anything to help me see what I want.

Why not? Can it really be worse then spending life reacting/considering oneself to be the object rather than choosing?

I had a moment the other night where I felt so alone, so utterly alone and I made it out.... so I KNOW I'll be ok, yet I don't trust me to do the right thing all the time... although on one level I will....