Can't handle the impulsive uncontrolled feelings TRIGGER FOR SI

TRIGGER FOR SI:
Don't know I I'm in the right section or not. T knows I cut sometimes when I can't handle things, but I can't get last these random extremely dangerous impulsive things that pop up. It like nothing else matters and I HAVE todo whatever it is and whatever it takes. I loose hours sometimes without en realizing it. Tonight's thing.... I want to stick needles in my arm and spin them around causing bruising. Probably nothing medically dangerous about that, but seriously.... It is a random urge! Of course, there is no place this time of night open to get needles. So.... Here I sit.

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For what its worth, and I know my saying it doesn't mean ****... but... Don't do that! Random or not!

Go google mindfulness or something to take your mind off of the urge