Things you would like to do to your T

i would just love to be able to tell her stuff without stressing out .just have a talk about my stuff

Nope, if you had my ext you feel the same, I believe it is a healthy response to her.

Oh boy ...

With ex-T I would want to smack him then wrestle him to the floor for a good rogering. And ideally he would apologize for misunderstanding our therapy process and feel great remorse.

With current T, I don't know. I trust him tremendously. I don't always get what I want, but I'm always, always able to communicate with him and never have to worry about his response.

You must be an older UK person, because I haven't heard "rogering" used for a great many years. Thanks for making me smile.

I'm actually a 40 year old US person (older? dunno) but wanted to try to put the whole sex thing somewhat delicately. Rogering definitely fits though.

I don't know "rogering" sounds kind of raunchy to me.

Hey,Monalisa
My session went really well...I felt like we connected on a different level. I felt relaxed much earlier than usual...we got involved in a pretty deep conversation about me taking better care of myself when it comes to my involvement with my ex. What was really affirming for me was my T told me ( more than once) that SHE wanted to take care of an issue that I need to resolve with my ex ( although she can't)...just a stupid business thing..but the fact that T expressed it, and with emotion...AND more than once really made me feel that she cares for me. What was really pretty profound was when I was telling her about my nephew who was shot and killed on New Years Day..my T paused for a minute and I thought that she was perhaps going to cry,,,or get teary eyed...she didn't, but I FELT it...we were connected in that moment. It was pretty awesome. When I emailed her later, she said that she felt the connection as well. I felt like she was there for me...that she has my back, so as a result I walked out of there feeling supported and a little more confident and was able to express my feelings to my ex..which resulted in a better understanding in where our friendship ( it aint easy ; ) is and the boundaries that I need in order to heal.
Thanks for asking...I hope that you are well : )

would really like to take a wet tissue and take off her very thick makeup.

I am glad that your t is so understanding and you are deciding to take care of yourself by continuing therapy. Sorry to hear about your nephew, that's just awful

Find Madame T's challenge control and turn it down to "medium".

If i could talk to my therapist once again, i would probably greet him with a hug since he's been so nice and understanding and patient with me. I also have a crush on him which is not very common for patients to have. it's weird.

Not weird at all. It is different for everybody of course, but developing some kind of crush for one's therapist is not unusual at all. Which is not to say that your experience is mundane or uninteresting or anything, it's just not weird.

I would like to send my T an email. Several, actually.

I would really like to straighten my T's hair because she wore it straight once and it looked so pretty.

I would like to take his phone and delete all my texts ...

I would love to sit on the floor by T's legs with my head on her knee. T would stroke only my hair and say things in a soothing tone.