Couch 58 A place to sit and......

This is Ike. Peace out. Night everyone.

May the four winds blow you home again.

RTS not sure what happened to your post ..... but thank you

Ha like Cartman says on South Park: Respect mah authoritaaaaaah!

Eta: I mean, if Cartman isnt a model authority figure, who is??

ok drunk emailing xxT and xT as I have no friends and Im a complete loser

Lots of my favorites:







this is the first 45 I bought with my own money

all great tunes.....

my first 45 was .... centerfold and

Judy in disguise

my computer keeps locking up...i deleted post cause i thought perhaps not to bring up reality if you were trying to be distracted... You are not a loser... You have friends on PC but i bet you do other places too...

no no, reality is where i should live. Its ok, I try to mask alot but in reality is where the true crap needs to be addressed.

Where are you now? You out at a bar or at your W's new place?

i have been swimming and swimming and swimming to survive everyday life and now it over... but i cant un program my need to continue escape.

W's new place... on the patio
She went to bed hours ago

Lola...can you put down the drink? What you probably need is rest...mental and physical...

yeah I get that... your probably correct.

What do you think is best for you? Leaving today (Saturday) or Sunday?

Can you tell W what you want to do?

hey guys. miss you all. Been busy, distracted, fighting ever increasing migraines and headaches for months. hope to get an appt in with my PCP soon, but not sure if I can do the appt itself. Might have to talk it over with my T.

hope everyone has been doing alright.

For me... the hardest part is figuring out what I want and what is best for me?
What is normal feelings and what is acting out patterns from the past?

So I guess I'm just saying if you don't know now what you want from all of this then you can and will figure it out...just not tonight/this morning...

she crys constantly, wont even discuss reality. This too shall pass. Im ok, just miss my T and sad for my grandma, she is who I consider my good mother and now she is dying, she wont consider chemo as of yet

Hi Sila... good to hear from you.

Wow Lola... it must be really confusing... she started this whole thing... and now she acts like she can just turn back clock....

I so understand missing xT....that I so get...

I'm so sorry about your grandma... it must really be hard...I'll be praying...

hey Sila, glad your giving an update. Dont be such a stranger next time.

it is what it is.... ill survive
Thanks for the kind words and support

I'm trying. Maybe I'll just bookmark this subforum (since y'all go through threads quickly) and try to keep an eye out more often. I kinda hide to myself sometimes. Coming up on one year of seeing T, feel like i haven't made much progress. Yet I run into blocks during our sessions where there's nothing much to say. Sucks to be waiting on other people for things to move forward (waiting on doctor appts n such to go through so we can move forward on things).
Miss you guys.

You mean Steve (my dad)... no , Im afraid not, he works all the time and remarried my stepmother that he divorced when I was in 4th grade. one month after the child support stopped coming for my youngest brother she wanted to marry him again. She is very clear that all whom matter are her first 2 born and their kids.

Lola

I wish you could see yourself the way we do... we all love you

I have to go to bed now since its almost 3am here. Do you think you can go to sleep yet Lola?