[ShrinkPatient]

I am driving myself insane!!! I'm so sick of myself. It's up one day & down the next and if I could un-meet myself, I'd be sooooo happy!!! Seriously!!!

My T must be so sick to death of my constant....bat-s#!£ crazy behavior.

Really wanting to cancel the next 2 mints of apts & delete the account where I share emails with her and give her a much needed vacation.

I should probably delete her cell number too.

RANT suspended...(4Now)

[gayleggg]

Glad you came here to vent. Sometimes we just need to get it out. I'm sure you therapist understands.

[Melody_Bells]

Hi ShrinkPatient, I understand! I feel that way too. You're not alone. Please try not to cancel your appointments, and share with your T what you said here. She probably cares about you and wants to help. Please be nice to yourself!!

[tealBumblebee]

I'm in the same boat right now Shrinkpatient. In fact I just emailed T (who has not responded) a request to pay her more (i'm on a sliding scale) because I can't take the guilt anymore. I too have decided to cut out emails and I honestly feel like this is the best effort I can make next to not going anymore.

I do think that you should make your T aware of how you feel - she may just surprise you with her response.