Couch 61: How Long Will it Last?

hope you get to nap today .

(((chickie)))

how YOU doin?

kind of full of anxiety today over stuff with my scrap friends ,T ,the kitten and leaving for las Vegas on Sunday yikes.other then that I am great .staying home with kitten and crafting today and cleaning ,getting ready for the trip

sorry you are in so much pain.nothing they are doing is bringing down the swelling yet?

That sounds like enough of a reason to be anxious.
Vegas baby....don't do anything I wouldn't do! lol.

The thing with the scrap book peeps sounds rough.

ya I went scrapbooking at my fav store yesterday and one of the girls that organizes the other stuff came in and would hardly even talk to me at all she was so cold. it made me so sad because I really didn't think I did anything to her to deserve it but who know I do stupid crap all the time. But it was like icing on the cake after how they acted at the scrapbooking thing on Saturday. I just hate people IRL but I have again stopped having anything to do with them .so much for my experiment of getting out and interacting with people .ill stay out of it thank you.

and I plan to sleep all day and read at the awesome pool they have at the Tropicana and drink frozen drinks served to me by hot looking cabana boys as my husband works

(((chickie)))

Are you sure she was mad, not just busy? Sometimes you think people are mad when they are not. Maybe you could just break for a few weeks and then try again? I'd hate to see you stop something that you've found so enjoyable.

Wish I could join you! Who looks after your cats when you go away?

no I am not sure at all .I will admit that.( sit down for me saying this ) I did send her a pm saying, whats up ? you seem so mad at me ,im sorry, she did respond she is not mad just really stressed and busy. I asked her if it was all the scrap stuff going on and she said no just life and that she will survive. I just don't trust it at all and it makes me uncomfortable when I am around her now

You have to believe what she said at face value Granite. You asked and she answered, if she REALLY is mad at you it's on her now for lying to you abou it, if in fact she is lying. You know how it is to have personal stuff going on and it drags into your everyday lives.
I hope the doctor can help you get out of pain today Wiki. I am headed to the airport in a minute and my stomach is upset, great just great, that's all I need is a little travelers trots to make this day complete. TMI, hahaha

lol maybe take some Imodium lola.

my husband said the same thing .all I can do is accept what she said .you are all right .but I enjoyed scrapbooking with them and she is really cold to me and not others .it is making me uncomfortable. like she talks to everyone about stuff she is planning and she use to include me and now I am no longer included or invited. it sucks because I liked doing things with them and now I don't feel safe or comfortable.not that I am invited anymore either

Lola - Travelers trots....

Granite - I can understand not feeling comfortable. Is there a chance that because of you perceiving her as being mad at you, that you've been cold or distant towards her?

While I was cleaning out my spare bedroom, prepping for my yard sale, I came across a bunch of brand new toys and stuff - in original boxes - that I bought over the years as gifts that were never given. I'd find things on sale and figure that I'd have someone to gift them to. I started posting them on a resale site on FB and so far have sold about 10 things. Woot woot! I still have more to look through and most to post, but I'm feeling pretty good about it. It gets these things out of my house and I get some of my money back for them. Win/win.

Gotta get showered and ready for my assignment....Busy day ahead.

Hello everyone.

Lola-have a safe flight. travelers trots. Cracked me up.

Wiki-sorry you are in so much pain. I hope the drs find a solution soon to help ease it. Ugh. I feel for you. <3

Granite-if you don't trust it-then take a little break, maybe? I can tell you that when I'm stressed-I get cold and distant because I'd rather be distant than take it out on someone. On the flip side-if I think someone is mad at me..I project that onto them and my defenses go up. Just get yourself ready for your trip and go have a good time with the hot cabana men bringing drinks. Maybe when you get back..things will feel more settled...<3

Hello everyone else-I'm at work so I haven't got much time to catch up, but I'll come back tonight.

Have a ton of work to do today and people are yelling at me all over the place

todays dose of total cuteness

1lb 10 oz

Wikid, please let us know what the doctor says. I am thinking of you and praying for you.

Oh my god, Granite! That is the most fabulously cute thing on the planet!

My weekend PC break was good for me, I think. A little more perspective and a realization that I do not fit on the forum in general and that what I see as supportive is not read that way by others, and that I should keep my thoughts to myself for the most part. I read back on the couch and I cannot tell you how much I appreciate the support. Love you guys. I am hopeful that if I confine myself to the couch, I can continue to hang out with people I like, and hopefully not step on too many toes.

I hope you stick around here girl. you are missed big time when you are gone. hang out here . I wish everyone could see what you have to say as supportive and not meant to be mean. just another perspective that could be helpful if it was able to be taken in as this but some just are not receptive to that and others who feel this way and need to speak for others instead of allowing the op's to speak for themselves in the name of support. I guess it is all a matter of ones perspective. it is just sad that all views can not be heard with out issues .

MKAC...glad to see you back....

Just sitting here thinking about writing about my phone consult with new T... and I feel like my heart is running so fast... my arms are all tingly and feel so heavy... I'm going to have to sit down and do some meditation before the phone consult

I need to come up with questions but I don't want to think about it yet so I'm go pretend its not happening until 1/2 hour before....

*** MAY TRIGGER - SUI mentioned ***

UGH. I just found out that one of my clients died last week. She was only 35. Based on what I know about her and what she's been going through over the last few months, the first thing that came to my mind was suicide. My mom said they think the cause of death was a seizure. As shocked and upset as I feel right now, I know she felt that she had nothing going for her. I feel awful.

MUE-I'm sorry about your client.

MUE - sorry about your client
MKAC - glad to see you
Granite - that kitty is so very cute.

I'm still feeling crappy. Got a chest xray. No results yet, but the ekg showed most likely it's another pericardial effusion. (inflammation/fluid around my heart). Not dangerous, but painful. Grrrr.

I never understood the appeal of "I grew up in pain and poverty" books.

I heard there was constant trouble between the Italians and the Irish over who were the better Catholics. The Irish wanted the Pope to move back to Ireland.

In the middle of a guided relaxation exercise, Mr T said, "More turtle, less hair." Huh? Took me a while to work that one out!