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Syra · Dec 06, 2013, 10:39 AM

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Originally Posted by likelife

I'd imagine it took an extraordinary amount of courage to stand up for yourself, even if it meant losing your T. Thanks for sharing more of your story. It is comforting to hear that, though the process was long and likely difficult, that you're now feeling good. Did you end up working through what happened with a new T?

I'm assuming you were talking to me?

I'm not sure it took courage. I have my issues and I have my strengths. And I just couldn't make myself believe what she wanted me to believe this time. I couldn't make myself do what she wanted me to do (nothing horrible, except to the extent it compromised what I believed and valued) That's not true for all things. There are things I believed from her that I now question. So I guess part of it was some luck. or maybe she was looking to push me away, and pushed me to believe things until she found one I couldn't believe so that she created the rupture. I don't know. Maybe.

I've worked out a lot. Grateful for many things. Sometimes glad she kicked me out cuz I found a terrific T, which I never would have found if I stayed with her. I imagine some part of me will always hurt. But it's a lot less often. And the times in between when it hurts are longer and longer. I think I'm at a place where, knowing what I know how, given all that I have gained, I would do it again, despite the pain. Maybe.

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