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Dec 13, 2013, 09:04 AM
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Today is my T day. I really need to go and I really don't want to. I did some really stupid stuff this week-end, but I know if I talk about it she gonna want to admit me and I just CANNOT do that. I am so confused right now. I wish I knew what it was I wanted from my life then I could try to work and get it.
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 Anonymous43209, IndestructibleGirl
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Dec 13, 2013, 10:25 AM
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OMG, I am so stressed out. I wish that I wasn't so ashamed and didn't have such high expectations for myself. Maybe then I could talk about what it going on. Others seem to be able to do so, why can't I?
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Dec 13, 2013, 10:30 AM
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just remember to breathe it will be ok .
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Dec 13, 2013, 11:15 AM
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Usually I can do that, but today it just seems altogether too awful. I just don't know how I am even at work anymore. I can't even given voice to my thoughts in this place right now. They are just too awful. I would not ever act on them (I don't think) but it just seems too terrible to even think it.
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Dec 13, 2013, 11:29 AM
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I don't want to go today either
 but if I can do it you can, right?  If it makes you feel better, I did something monumentally stupid too - I sent such a poorly worded (ie garbled, after rather a lot of wine) text to my T that made no sense but kind of looks like I have a crush on her  This is utterly not cool. I don't have any attraction, transference or otherwise, towards my T. My stupid subconscious clearly thinks it'd be funny to sabotage my therapy.Yeah, not really looking forward to discussing it later. |
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Dec 13, 2013, 11:35 AM
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Yeah, I guess it does help a little. I wish, though, that maybe I had tried to call or text my T on Sunday when I was in such a bad place instead of doing what I did.
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#7
Dec 13, 2013, 04:55 PM
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Like my T always says, "no matter what it is, we can talk about it." So maybe you can talk with your T about hospitalization, and it doesn't necessarily mean that you will have to go? Good luck, and I hope your session goes okay.
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