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Feb 27, 2014, 01:16 PM
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I know i haven't been around a lot lately. I've been busy with school and stuff at the group home. I've been trying to work on a lot of my problems. So I have to tell you what's gone on. Normally I take Seroquel 50 mg twice a day, and Seroquel 100mg at night, in the morning I take Prozac 20mg. Those are the meds the psychdoc at the ward gave me the first visit. So I get an outpatient psychdoc 3 weeks ago who takes me off my Seroquel 50mg altogether and ups my prozac to 40mg. Ever since then I plummeted into suicidal thoughts. I made a plan, was putting my affairs in order and was acting out my plan (I won't describe what I was going to do but it would have killed me three different ways at once).
However the staff at the house caught me and shipped me off to the psych ward, I was there for a week, the house called my T told her I needed to reschedule, so we rescheduled for 3pm today. That was yesterday, however I told the house I needed to work and had to reschedule myself. So I did so for ten am on 3/5. Well my work calls and tells me not to come in until tomorrow. So I call my T and go, "I was wondering if you filled my spot yet?" In a matter of hours she filled my spot. I know it's okay for her to do so, but it just put me off. I joked with her that I was so easily replaceable. She said "You know that's not true." and I told her I was joking. But I have to admit it IS a bit off putting. I'm glad she filled it in a way because she's helping someone else instead of sitting there doing nothing. It was disappointing that once again I realize it's a business. |
 Anonymous43209, Asiablue, Bill3, IndestructibleGirl, Leah123, unaluna, Victoria'smom, Yearning0723
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#2
Feb 27, 2014, 01:21 PM
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So glad to hear from you. AND mad/sad that you wanted to check out!!
  Glad you're still here with us.
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#3
Feb 27, 2014, 01:22 PM
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Hopefully I will be happy about being here too at some point. I know it's been so long since I've been here. How're you?
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Feb 27, 2014, 01:44 PM
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Feb 27, 2014, 01:48 PM
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Feb 27, 2014, 01:51 PM
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Daeva! I was wondering how you were! Hugs xxx
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Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I I got a war in my mind ~ Lana Del Rey How many cares one loses when one decides not to be something but to be someone ~ Coco Chanel One is not born, but rather becomes, a woman ~ Simone de Beauvoir |
| Daeva
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Feb 27, 2014, 02:32 PM
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Daeva, good to hear from you. Sure glad someone at the home figured out you were having trouble and got you to the hospital. Hope they got your meds fixed to where you feel better now. We missed you.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin "Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha  |
| Daeva
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Feb 27, 2014, 03:24 PM
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"Well-behaved women seldom make history." - Laurel Thatcher Ulrich I sometimes lapse into moments of temporary lucidity.   
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| Daeva
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Feb 27, 2014, 09:24 PM
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Thanks guys! HYes I have the staff I can rely on here, I'm glad to be back!
I feel so much guilt since tonight was supposed to be THE night you know, and the staff on now knows she was supposed to be the one to find me ugh |
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Feb 27, 2014, 09:42 PM
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Quote:
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"Well-behaved women seldom make history." - Laurel Thatcher Ulrich I sometimes lapse into moments of temporary lucidity.
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#11
Feb 27, 2014, 09:42 PM
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Daeva... I am so sorry you are going through you this. Your post makes me sad. Knowing that today was the day I hope the staff is keeping an extra eye on you...you sound like such an wonderful person we would miss you.
In your other post you mentioned needing a new T. Does it relate to this post and what has happened over the couple of weeks? If so what are you running from cause it sounds like the worst time to switch. |
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#12
Feb 28, 2014, 09:48 AM
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I've been thinking of switching since December. I don't know, I just feel numb towards her. I rather not see her
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