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Old Mar 12, 2014, 11:54 AM
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So the last month I have been overly aggressive--which is NOT like me, I'm normally passive. My therapist pointed out that she has noticed many new behaviors that never happened before I moved into the group home. Today we talked about my aggression and found out I have this cycle/pattern.

Behavior that are positive people like me!!----->I feel good----> I get anxious because I have to be good and perfect so they continue to love me------> I feel hopeless and angry because I can't achieve perfect---->So then I sabotage create conflict to push others away before they leave-----> But I feel guilty for it all and want them to love me so I have to make amends and then it goes back to the beginning.

It was just interesting. She copied her notes for me today and so I shall share it with you all.

Productive Session today!
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Old Mar 12, 2014, 12:19 PM
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I'm glad you had a productive session! That cycle is interesting as I'm a little like that too. Did your T have suggestions as to how to break the cycle?
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Old Mar 12, 2014, 12:32 PM
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Great to hear, hope it stays that way
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Old Mar 12, 2014, 02:49 PM
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Not yet we are saving that for next session because I ran over on my time by 15 minutes, we were making such progress that she didn't want to break it.
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Old Mar 12, 2014, 05:29 PM
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This sounds like a cool insight, Daeva. Do you think that now you'll lower your expectations for perfection, try to be easier on yourself?
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Old Mar 12, 2014, 08:05 PM
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I hope so! I need to discuss this 'I need to be good cause I'm such a bad person' thing.
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Old Mar 12, 2014, 10:40 PM
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Thank you for sharing this with me. It helps me a lot.
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