It just came out.....

So me & T were talking about the relationship between me and my mum today. Anyway we were talking about me thinking that no one cares about me. I can't remember exactly what my T asked but this just falls out of mouth.....

Well it's simple, I was the unwanted child.......

I just kind of sat there not knowing what to say.........

I told T the things I have I heard over the years........

T said that it must hurt hearing those things.............

I just sat there and shrugged my shoulders.............

Bit of a pointless post but had to get it off my chest

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It sounds really powerful.

Did it hurt hearing those things? I can only imagine. I know what it's like to feel unwanted and it's very painful. Glad you were able to talk about it. Sounds like a big step for you and glad you shared with us here.

I think it did, I kind of made a joke of it in the way I spoke and tone of voice I used. I have always thought I was unwanted but never spoken out loud to someone about that thought.

Think I surprised myself to be honest as it just came out of my mouth. My mums actions kind of confirm it or maybe I am looking for things to confirm it ? She never seems to have anything nice to say about me when I was small, it's always you were hardwork and naughty and you were awful as a baby, cried all night and slept all day, I don't recall her saying anything nice like she does about my brothers & sister

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