[dismantle.repair]

I think my T is a walking Katy Perry song.

When I used to see her, she seemed really cold and calculated in person, but incredibly warm and empathetic via email. Even her choice of words and use of humor was more prevalent in email. I stopped seeing her often, but I do check in with her every now and again. I saw her last week Thursday to talk about something that's come up recently.
Note: I rather it like this, because there's no chance of me getting more attached than I did before. These meetings work for me. I'm terrified of getting attached.

So I emailed her on Tuesday morning... I know when she checks her emails; she's strict with her schedule; so I know she's checked it (or her secretary would tell me otherwise) and she hasn't replied. I hate that I want a reply from her badly.
I guess it doesn't matter all too much. I'm just wondering if she's angry because I keep emailing- but she's never given me any indication before.

[HazelGirl]

Why do you hate attachment? It seems it might be good for you to learn to handle close relationships currently rather than continuing to run from them.

[dismantle.repair]

We stopped meeting with each other because we both felt stuck... but she left the line open for me. It's better this way, because I hate getting attached to anyone. :\

[Lauliza]

A lot of people communicate very differently in writing than they do in person. So it's possible she'd not comofortable expressing warm emotions in person but feels freer to do so in email.

Do you get more attached emailing her because of the difference in her disposition?

[dismantle.repair]

I just don't speak well in person. I stutter and trail off... Its embarrassing and irritating...