More and more stress have to cancel pdoc

Stupid mother in law who treats me like a slave, and is the most prejudice person , declines home health because the wrong color or nationality might come to the house.

She is in congestive heart failure yet again but she is a strong strong German woman. She is swelling again , so her usual stay at hospital is about a week.

At Er I do all the check ins while h is on his laptop.

My appt with pdoc is at 1:30 it's now 11am hopefully the doc will see her by 1230 so I can make it , pdoc is only ten min away.

I'm stressed aggravated feel like punching something or someone. UGHHH .

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You can leave to go to your appointment. She's being taken care of. Your husband is there, right? He's a big boy. Even if he balks, she's in the care of the medical staff there and all will be fine until you return.

Go to your appointment! She doesn't need you to be there. You can leave her for an hour.

I did go to pdoc, glad I went , i have been agitated and stressed with all these things going on, she noticed that right away, lack of sleep to go with it, she said im unstable, she increased my med, abilify. for my irritability and mood swings, hospitals really trigger me, especially emergency rooms, anyway I am home now, relaxing, I feel better. I am taking all my meds.

I will see t on wednesday, then she will be at another conference the following week, so i will have a week off therapy, then I see her again june 11tth ,