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Jun 05, 2014, 01:49 PM
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This is ridiculous.
About two weeks ago: loved my T, warm fuzzy feelings, etc... Last week: terrified of her, terrified of life, hated myself, etc... This week: warm fuzzy feelings F**k
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Jun 05, 2014, 01:51 PM
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I can totally relate. It sucks
 I just try to remind myself during the times that I'm mad at her or scarred of her that I will soon be back to loving her.
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Jun 05, 2014, 01:59 PM
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I can relate to that - my T talks about the push / pull and how that relates to everything in life - either we want to go forward towards something or pull away.
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Jun 05, 2014, 02:29 PM
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It sucks that the pattern is so obvious, yet I have no control over it.
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Jun 05, 2014, 02:35 PM
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I'm so glad you posted this actually, I was getting really frustrated with myself because I can be amazingly fine and doing really well one week.. then the next week I'll turn up and cry my eyes out and be a complete mess and feel like I can't do anything. I keep thinking my T is going to get annoyed with me and my "1 step forward, 3 steps back" approach.
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Jun 05, 2014, 06:18 PM
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I struggle with this too-warm/fuzzy feeling followed by inexplicably angry feelings! I'm pretty sure it's normal, but it's definitely scary and frustrating. I feel so much safer and more connected when feeling warm and fuzzy (plus they are just definitely easier to feel!)
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Jun 05, 2014, 07:07 PM
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Uhm, yes it sucks. Welcome to the rollercoaster. If it makes you feel better, having my t on whatsapp and seeing her updates and profile photo adds to the mix in my case (=sometimes it's good cause it shows her as a normal person, sometimes wayyy worse as I get a glimpse of how fulfilling and well balanced her life is, while I'm stuck here in this f****ng house far from my city and loved ones and T and subway and supermarkets that stay open after 8 pm). How are you by the way?
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Jun 05, 2014, 09:02 PM
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Ambra, I am doing okay. Getting by.
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Jun 06, 2014, 12:41 AM
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It's weird how that happens. But I do understand. What if you just started to accept that sometimes you'll hate her, sometimes you'll love her, but that is ultimately part of the relationship as a whole? Can you really have one without the other? Especially in a setting that intimate? I wouldn't beat yourself up.
“I’m good at loving books. I’m good at loving soft bed sheets. I’m good at loving coffees and teas. I am good at loving things that can’t love me back, that don’t have the power to leave. And maybe, that’s why I love them.” |
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Jun 06, 2014, 02:33 AM
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With CBT T I can go from "meh" to "warm fuzzes" to "lust" to outright irritation , all while following him to his office!
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Jun 06, 2014, 09:05 AM
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