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#51
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In an hour or so and even though I told him to terminate me if he doesn't want to work with me anymore, I secretly hope we can work things out because I am attached and can't start over again.
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#52
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First session with my new Therapist on Monday.
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Tomorrow morning. Can't come soon enough, even though I've got butterflies in my stomach.
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#54
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I had group last night, which felt kinda like an individual session with an audience... I'll see her on my own tomorrow afternoon
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Saw her yesterday. It was such a good session, I found out some stuff about her and that we have a lot in common. I feel good right now, but it's a transference high so won't last long.
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#56
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12 30pm on thursday....with pdoc and T
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#57
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In less than 1 hour... And I still haven't decided what I'll be talking about...
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#58
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Today, and I'm getting extremely nervous.
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#59
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Next Monday. Skipping Friday because of a holiday. Part of me is glad for the break but a bigger part of me feels like waiting a week to see T is a loooong time. I want to reach out to him by phone and email but will refrain from doing so.
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Soon..
If I wasn't so stressed, I would joke to her about accidentally hitting me again. (Last week while taking off her cardigan, she accidentally hit my foot - with a little force, when I was lying down..) |
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Monday, after a two week T vacation. The time has drug by....
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#62
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In an hour and ten minutes... last session.
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#63
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In 2 more weeks
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#64
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In 1310 hours, 54 days - that sounds like a lot, but last time I posted to the thread it was 75 days, almost 1800 hours, so I'm feeling positive!
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Tomorrow at 1.30.
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Tomorrow morning. Finally.
I hope you had a good, restful vacation, T. |
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talk on phone tomm at 3
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Monday morning @ 9.30am
![]() I only just had an appointment with her (yesterday-Thursday) and will also be seeing her on Thursday of next week. So that makes 3 appointments in 1 week. Its very rare that I see her this much, but I am really having a bad time at the moment.
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#69
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Monday at 4, it's been nearly two weeks and I'm edgy.
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About 9 more days till I see my T and 10 until I see my pdoc. It needs to come soon. I can't take this anymore.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#71
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Eleven days
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...In the darkness I will meet my creators And they will all agree, that I’m a suffocator
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#72
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2 days--Tuesday
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#73
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She's on vacation this coming week, so not until the 15th.
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#74
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Tomorrow!!! She's been on vacation and I haven't seen her for two weeks (we have had Email contact). I question whether I want to continue....has nothing to do with her, she's amazing. But we'll talk about it tomorrow....
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#75
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Tomorrow, as well.
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