[The Fox & the Hound]

The past few days I've been really depressed.Overwhelming. I've been contemplating suicide everyday. I did almost OD,I had everything ready, I seriously almost did.& I wish I've went through with it. I feel so worthless to everyone.

I'm not sure what to do. I need to see her ASAP, but I don't think I can.

[gma45]

What going on? I am sorry you are not feeling good. Have you called your T? Just go to the hospital if you are still feeling this way and you can't get to see your T. Want to talk?

[The Fox & the Hound]

I'm going downhill really fast. I've been really depressed lately. I don't want to be here, at all. I want to die so bad.

No I haven't called her

[gayleggg]

Have you tried to contact her? Maybe she could see you sooner.

With the thoughts that serious you might should go to the emergency room.

I hope this gets better soon. If you need to talk you can always PM me.

[gma45]

Please try and call her! or go to er! What has been happening?

[gma45]

You are not worthless!

[The Fox & the Hound]

Originally Posted by gayleggg

Have you tried to contact her? Maybe she could see you sooner.

With the thoughts that serious you might should go to the emergency room.

I hope this gets better soon. If you need to talk you can always PM me.

No. No yet. I don't know where to find it. I'm looking for it.& what would she do ? Can she see me before the actual date?

As for what's happening? It's my depression. That's all.

[gma45]

She will see you before your actual date, if you tell her what you posted here. Are you taking any medication for your depression?

Fox, you are a minor, and it is going to take being truthful and open with your therapist and probably your parents in order to get medical help for your depression. You keep putting off telling even your therapist the truth, and you are backing yourself into a place where you are going to end up doing something that is going to force your hand anyway. It is time to be proactive and talk to the people who have the ability and power to get you the help you need.

[precaryous]

Originally Posted by The Fox & the Hound

No. No yet. I don't know where to find it. I'm looking for it.& what would she do ? Can she see me before the actual date?

As for what's happening? It's my depression. That's all.

Please call her now or go to the Emergency Room. Please?
If you are in the States, please call 911.

[Bipolarchic14]

Originally Posted by The Fox & the Hound

The past few days I've been really depressed.Overwhelming. I've been contemplating suicide everyday. I did almost OD,I had everything ready, I seriously almost did.& I wish I've went through with it. I feel so worthless to everyone.

I'm not sure what to do. I need to see her ASAP, but I don't think I can.

I had a three week time gap in therapy had some strong suicidal urges. I created a fake email and emailed a group called the samaritans. They responded back within 24 hours. They helped me through some.really bad moments. They don't try to "rescue" you or offer advice. They are just there to talk and your identity is protected.

Www.samaritans.org

[nummy]

There is no shame is going to the er. Please, be safe and update us here. Hang in there.