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Old Sep 03, 2014, 06:51 PM
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Today I admitted to T of SUI thoughts and cutting. Yesterday admitted to Pdoc about SUI thoughts. Pdoc upped meds. And since I admitted to T about cutting on the way out we will talk about it next time. Now all I wanna do is puke. My head hurts so bad and I wanna sleep forever.
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Old Sep 03, 2014, 08:21 PM
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I am sorry you are having such a difficult time. Hopefully your therapist will be able to help you figure out why you are compelled to cut yourself. A lot of people get suicidal thoughts, some stronger than others. At least your pdoc is trying to help you. Mine just starred at me. Hopefully you start feeling better soon.
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Old Sep 04, 2014, 02:04 PM
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Does anyone else feel like this when they r honest?
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Old Sep 04, 2014, 02:12 PM
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Yes, many many times.
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Old Sep 04, 2014, 02:22 PM
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There was a time when so down, tired, irritable and anxious that I would want to 'sleep for a thousand years', so yes, and I think many others have felt the same way. Now the 'thousand year sleep thought' is rare indeed, if it recurs it is a very big warning that something is wrong and steps must be taken - I see you are taking steps.
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Old Sep 04, 2014, 03:06 PM
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I felt relief and exhaustion when I finally told my therapist about things that I have withheld from everybody and always wanted to discuss.
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I haven't been begun telling either. I have always been an extremely private person to protect myself and I have trouble letting anyone in. Whenever I get close to mentionin anything distressing me I feel so sick.
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Old Sep 04, 2014, 09:08 PM
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I haven't been begun telling either. I have always been an extremely private person to protect myself and I have trouble letting anyone in. Whenever I get close to mentionin anything distressing me I feel so sick.
Yes... me too. It's hard. It's getting a tiny bit better as I get older, and as I take *tiny* little risks and see that things are ok. But, there's still stuff I know I need to share with my T, so that he has the whole picture, and I just can't. I'm working on it, but not there yet.

I hope you get some rest, and feel better soon. It's hard, but you're doing great. Telling your T stuff is the first step... if you can, can you talk to your T about the feeling sick when you tell too? It might help her/him understand you better, and help better? I find that if I'm not so clear on that aspect, they don't get it... and they assume I'm fine (I tend to look ok, even though I'm going absolutely crazy inside - it sucks!).
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