Kicked out of session

She will never apologize. She has too much of her own stuff roiling beneath the surface to even hear what I'm trying to say much less acknowledge that she's done wrong. She honestly believes it's all one hundred percent me and nothing to do with her at all bc she's only this way with me and no one else so it must be all my stuff. That's what she said to me. I don't understand how someone can be in so much denial in the face of clear evidence. AsiaBlue was right, she will never hear what I hear in the session recordings. She only feels more right in her mean responses when I play back the inappropriate things she says. I think she truly hates me. Yesterday she told me it's no surprise I can't feel her caring for me bc she isn't able to "nurture her caring for me" bc it's too challenging, bc all I show her awe teeth and nails. (Bc I complain about the wrong things she's done.)

I'm sure it's striking such a nerve bc it IS old stuff, but I don't know what it is.