[Yearning0723]

It was nice. It was really nice. Not OMG I am going crazy with transference and I want you to adopt me and be my mom and take care of me forever nice (which is how I probably would have felt a year or so about it), but just normal nice. I think that perhaps I am just...growing out of my mother figure obsession. I never thought that would happen, but right now I don't have any particular mother figure that I'm fixated on and I don't feel like I'm searching for one. In fact...I am more focussed on people my own age...like...like...looking for friends. Or even perhaps a partner.

Grownups are still nice to have around, and people taking care of me still feels pretty good, but I seem to be searching way more for equal relationships with my peers. And this seems to just have happened organically.

I think I am becoming...normal.

Also, my relationship with T is right where I want it to be...not obsessive or stressful, just someone who is there to help me through things. Somehow all the T-related weirdness evaporated when I started seeing this T.

Just wanted to share.

[healingme4me]

((((Yearning0723))))

Sounds like a remarkable session and certainly speaks volumes, in the way you express internally reacting in a way that you feel good about.

[Yearning0723]

Originally Posted by healingme4me

((((Yearning0723))))

Sounds like a remarkable session and certainly speaks volumes, in the way you express internally reacting in a way that you feel good about.

It was a really good session...well, an interesting one. We were talking about some stuff we hadn't talked about before, childhood stuff, and I guess for some reason it just hit me that I actually feel pretty comfortable with this T and that our relationship isn't complicated at all; it just is. And it's nice.