Couch 90 - nine tee - not nine teen.

Good to hear the move went well JS. Does that mean no more hiding the wine? Admittedly, I haven't followed the thread as closely :-/

Before I got pregnant with my second baby, I took Cytomel and for some freakish reason is worked! I was technically hyperthyroid but it was the only thing that kept the depression at bay. Well, we wanted another kid and so I had to come off of it (I have a fantastic endo who was more than willing to monitor me and let it be as it was)... and then when I tried to start back post partum it didn't work It hasn't worked since and I'm so so so so depressed.

This sounds horrible, I know it does, but there's this part of me that goes, "Wait, I gave up feeling at least relatively okay for this toddler?!?!" Which I mean, I do love him, I just also feel such despair that I struggle to accept the dialectic of it.

No one knows why it doesn't work now. I was only on it for about 18 months where, so I have to ask my T to remind me that it worked at one point because I've been dealing with severe depression since I was young and then of course, as soon as I came off of the Cytomel. I almost don't believe it was real!

So. Idk. 50mcg of Cytomel worked for me. It's worth a shot if you have trouble.

Note to self : Never get off the couch. Ever.

Hooray! I hope you will be very happy there.

*hides in the cushions*

This is the best!

This is great news!! SO happy for you!

I think I have a gum chewing addiction, can't stop!

Late to the party but I just saw the "I love to wiggle" video for the first time just now. This lady is awesome. Seriously!



*GAAAASSSP* "OK, calm down, Dee"

Also screw whoever decided that video was a fail, it's totally a WIN.

I had a great session with t this evening. It started out a little weird as in "Ok she's still drinking the wonky-water" cuz she said almost immediately upon answering the phone "can you give me like 2 minutes and then call me back? I need to send a message." I was like oh ok, no problem. (She's never ever done anything like that before.) So I gave her 3 minutes and then called her back and we had a really good conversation, I shared with her some recent revelations and we worked on a few dreams and sorta-kinda talked about termination again pretty much her letting me know that it's going to be up to me to say 'when'. Very positive, upbeat session.

And now I am sleepy and it is time to send myself off to the dream time! Night couch!

omg that made me giggle!!!!!! "Oh! I can't stop!"

Now I want to wiggle. Let's each make a "wiggle" and post it here. Ahahaha!!

lol couch arts and crafts!

Darnit rainbow sponges are not available for purchase at this time!
Stamping with Dee Gruenig and Posh Impressions - Rainbow Sponges/Inkabilities Products.

Early feeding tonight.

if there is a door in the doorway wall, close it - thats what my ts next clients do so i cant gawk at them! it IS hard not to take a peek! Hide your face behind a magazine?

I feel awful.

hi peeps .it me again and feeling down .I don't even know why I am feeling this way today . I know it is a broken record . I hate feeling like this so much. I have nothing big going on .yet my stomach is turning and the anxiety is crazy and im feeling down also . im going to the gym ,I am feeling like people hate me in my life again. it is crazy making .I have no reason to be reacting like this today but I am stressed to the limit . like I cant do or say anything right . but it is in my head .

I've got a cold and the husband has a stomach bug. It looks like the kids are getting tv all effing day.

WOW!! Huge hugs for Nowhere, Granite, and 8888. (((((Hugs))))) Feel better soon!

I'm at work, the kids are out of school today (severe weather make-up day, but we never had severe weather) and it's Friday. Whoopee. . .

Hugs to those who are feeling bad today. May your day get better - and if it doesn't, there's people on the couch to keep you company and listen if you need to vent.

I am feeling pretty good today, in spite of the fact that it is Friday. The weather has been wonderful and sunny for almost a week, I am still feeling positive after my T session yesterday, and work is also going ok.

I think when my eight year old wakes up, I'm going to see if he can keep an eye on his bro while the husband is lying down. Then I can go up to the store and get a few things. Thankfully I've got the old kid's lessons figured out (I homeschool so no rest for wicked there!).

*passes out coffee, tea, etc.*

Hope everyone's doing well so far today. I think I'm coming down with a cold so I'm gonna take it easy this weekend as much as possible.

What's everyone up to the next few days? It's finally turning into spring weather lately. Can't wait to open up some windows once it's finally warm enough to air out the house a little.

I'll take a large coffee, the hotter the better, thanks Kay!

I'm going to play furniture-builder this weekend, my bed's side rail broke and I'm going to replace it with lumber and screws, saws and drills, lions and tigers and bears OH MY!!

I'm handy for working on cars, fixing plumbing problems, and repairs around the house. I'm not skilled, per se, but I can watch a Youtube video and follow directions with the best of them!

I should start packing up to leave work soon. I have to do some housecleaning and bake some cookies tonight. We're having our families over tomorrow to celebrate our birthdays (H's was this week, mine is next week). Mothers, siblings and siblings-in-law, nieces and nephews - at leave fifteen people.

Unfortunately I seem to be dissociating a bit right now, and I'm not quite sure how to deal with that. It's obviously not too bad since I am able to post this, but I need it to go away completely.

Sorry you're going through that Mast, I wish I had some wisdom to offer, but I only realize I'm doing it when I'm finished. Sometimes a loud noise or a threat (like a car honking a horn) will bring me flying back to reality.