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#76
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5days and they are crawling....
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#77
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tomorrow and he better not screw it up
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#78
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Good luck Growly!
I go tomorrow too, and I want to spend the hour talking about ME dammit! Not the piece of shite stbx. I'm telling T that as soon as I walk in the door.
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'... At poor peace I sing To you strangers (though song Is a burning and crested act, The fire of birds in The world's turning wood, For my sawn, splay sounds,) ...' Dylan Thomas, Author's Prologue |
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#79
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Good luck to you too!!! I've written things down to try to get things on track again. Let's see if he even wants to work with me anymore.
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#80
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3days im always nervous seeing him after he has been on leave
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#81
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12 hours from now I will be sitting in front of her. I keep waiting for the ball to drop and sessions to get really hard/emotional again....I keep thinking "this one's the one."
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#82
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2 days YAY!
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#83
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1 day...
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#84
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1day to go
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#85
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I've made it 8 days, no emails to T, and 6 more days to go. First time I've had to go 2 whole weeks since I last saw ex-T in Dec. Really trying to not send any emails, but journaling just about every day!
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#86
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1 day left... I really don't want to go, but there isn't really a choice. I will just will lie and say everything is well...
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I appreciate your help.... But even you can't save me from myself. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Med cocktail: Geodon 40 mg
Dapakote 1500 mg |
#87
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I'm not sure. T was out sick for our appointment, so we have to reschedule... probably just end up being the regular time next week (though I am not sure I really want to miss a week).
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#88
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T: I don't know. I missed our appoinment today. I need to call her, but I'm scared.
Pdoc: tomorrow! Finally, after 8 weeks. I need some other medication. This one isn't doing anything. |
#89
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Tomorrow. I think it's going to be a difficult session.
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#90
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30 minutes...
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**the curiosity can kill the soul but leave the pain and every ounce of innocence is left inside her brain**
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#91
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9 days... I usually have to wait about 20 days between appointments. I want to see him every 2 weeks but he's always so booked up!! ;0;
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#92
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6 days to go, and we had a very scary session last week. Wish I could call her, but I can't.
Jo-bo, I like your name of Transference Dad. My T is a female so I'll call her Transference Mom. It's an eternity to wait a whole week to get reassurance when the session is rough. |
#93
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15 days... Saw her today and she said she was starting to get worried about me... Great
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I appreciate your help.... But even you can't save me from myself. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Med cocktail: Geodon 40 mg
Dapakote 1500 mg |
#94
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1 day 3 hours 4 minutes.
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**the curiosity can kill the soul but leave the pain and every ounce of innocence is left inside her brain**
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#95
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15 hours. Ugh. Why do I dread them so much these days? The anxiety before a session kills me...
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~It's not how much we give but how much love we put into giving~ |
#96
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5 days. I am up for going at the moment but know by Monday the anxiety will set in.
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#97
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12.5 hours and I'm feeling anxious.
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#98
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4 days and counting. I'm feeling very overwhelmed with events of the past week, so we have lots to talk about.
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#99
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1 day, 4 hours, 19 minutes, 7 seconds. Not that I am keeping a CLOSE count on it.
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#100
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i dont know...he texted me that he has to reschedule bc the closing on the house he bought is at my appt time on tuesday. he didnt follow up with a new time... i jus told him to let me know when he figures it out
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