[kaliope]

I finally want to live! After wanting to die since I was five, I finally have reached the point of wanting life. I don't know when this changed, but it was just recently and I find the prospect wonderfully amazing after fifty years of misery. I feel like I want to speak at a suicide anonymous meeting and offer hope to others. Don't quit before the miracle happens. That thought always stuck in my head. Its been seven years since my massive breakdown. seven years since agreeing to go on meds. seven years of experimentation, trying to find the right combo. seven years of therapy. and its all finally come together and everything inside me chooses life. Im truly content. wow. there is hope. don't ever give up.

[Willowleaf]

That is so good. Congratulations.

That's great! So there's hope for me yet Seriously that's fantastic, congratulations. Onwards and upwards.

Great Kali...... It is great that you have hope after all these years

[Oski]

Very refreshing to read. Happy to hear you're on the right path.

[lifelesstraveled]

Originally Posted by kaliope

I finally want to live! After wanting to die since I was five, I finally have reached the point of wanting life. I don't know when this changed, but it was just recently and I find the prospect wonderfully amazing after fifty years of misery. I feel like I want to speak at a suicide anonymous meeting and offer hope to others. Don't quit before the miracle happens. That thought always stuck in my head. Its been seven years since my massive breakdown. seven years since agreeing to go on meds. seven years of experimentation, trying to find the right combo. seven years of therapy. and its all finally come together and everything inside me chooses life. Im truly content. wow. there is hope. don't ever give up.

Yaaay!! you are proof its possible!

you just gave me hope. of course I am trying to get to a place where you are without meds. I've been wanting to die since I was 8 (that's the first time i remember thinking about it). It's been 5 years since my breakdown, and 5 years since I've been in T (2 years on meds in the beginning) and still haven't gotten there. I keep telling myself it's around the corner, but that corner hasn't come yet.

[Anne2.0]

I am very happy that you've gotten to this place. Congratulations on all your hard work, and best of everything for your future.

[Ike McCaslin]

I'm glad for you Kaliope. I hope it continues.

[~EnlightenMe~]

I am really happy for you, Kali!!!!

This is great news Kali!!!

[1stepatatime]

Originally Posted by kaliope

I finally want to live! After wanting to die since I was five, I finally have reached the point of wanting life. I don't know when this changed, but it was just recently and I find the prospect wonderfully amazing after fifty years of misery. I feel like I want to speak at a suicide anonymous meeting and offer hope to others. Don't quit before the miracle happens. That thought always stuck in my head. Its been seven years since my massive breakdown. seven years since agreeing to go on meds. seven years of experimentation, trying to find the right combo. seven years of therapy. and its all finally come together and everything inside me chooses life. Im truly content. wow. there is hope. don't ever give up.

Awesome, Kaliope!!
you go...and keep on keeping on...and hell yeah...go talk to others about your own experiences...you may actually save a life!! Good for you and much continued happiness!!! : )

Kali
This is great news to hear and lovely to hear some positive news. I Hope now you can start to enjoy life and live everyday to its full potential

[kaliope]

[moodycow]

the best post ever