She ignored me and so did he

I am so very sorry. You indeed had a tough year. Hope things get better. I do hope police is investigating the assault. A physician?????I hope he was charged with assault

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That happened in June and he told me if I reported him he would make me unrecognizable. I kept it to myself until I told my old T 3 months after it happened. I was hoping he would in away help me and he abandoned me instead. I haven't talked about it since, except here. I wish I never mentioned it to my old T because for one he left and 2 he told new t and she tried to force it out of me. That's not how it is supposed to work.
I'm going to call today to see if I can talk with someone at the center and get a new therapist because talking to her is getting me no where.

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How can he make you unrecognizable? Do you have a police report? He'd be arrested and he wouldn't have any access to you. Omg how can doctors assault patients and continue practicing and not face any consequences ???!!! OMG

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During the rape he used a knife and did unimaginable things and when he left me, he literally put that knife up to my face and said "if you ever tell anyone, I will make sure you are unrecognizable" I've seen what he is capable of doing with a knife and like I said never told anyone up till telling my T.
When it happened I know I should have reported it and I didn't. At that point three months had passed and when I told my T I actually thought that he could help me. I never planned on him pawning me off on someone else. Six months have passed now and reporting him now would do absolutely nothing. I'm still not sure I could even do it completely alone.

When I was younger, I told my teacher about my dad abusing me. He helped me report my father and had been there through everything with me, even introduced me to my than therapist. It was completely different because I had my sisters to back me up and confirm that he also did this to them. My teacher, who is not a therapist stayed with me every bit of the way through court proceedings, right down to my father getting sentenced to jail and all four years of high school and then some. He never once left my side. Never once told me, I'm sorry you have a therapist, you better talk to him not me.
I don't know if I could ever make anyone understand why I won't report him.

I had told my therapist when I was a teenager, I told on my dad so he would stop.
My therapist said to me, it isn't your responsibility to stop him, it is his ( my fathers) responsibility to stop himself.
Meaning I can't blame myself if he does this again because maybe, maybe not he might have done this to someone else and it isn't their fault for him doing it to me, there is no one to blame but the doctor.

Sometimes working on what we don't like is the way forward.

Sending positive vibes your way, Lemonpledge. So sorry you are going through this.